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Im so bored that I made the mistake of checking myself out in a camera and got extremely triggered, also staying away from pictures of attractive women and anymore female looksmaxxing content along with sexual songs until I can get the surgeries I want because if not I will end up probably killing someone or myself.
Its fun to think that I can handle triggers like that and be fine, but thats just a fucking lie and Im really low IQ if I think I can keep living in denial and never suffer for making such a stupid ass choice.
Also next time someone asks me to take a pic for like a birthday or whatever I NEED to stand my ground and say no even if it pisses them off or they find it extremely offensive.
Its fun to think that I can handle triggers like that and be fine, but thats just a fucking lie and Im really low IQ if I think I can keep living in denial and never suffer for making such a stupid ass choice.
Also next time someone asks me to take a pic for like a birthday or whatever I NEED to stand my ground and say no even if it pisses them off or they find it extremely offensive.