Long thing ahead so yeah
It's been what like um 3?2? Years now and even thinking about him makes me cry he died alone with no one caring my mum literally convinced me it was all his fault for everything but she's an opp too
and while he was dying he badly wanted to see me and shit dude he fucking used to text me he texted me and guess what I did I blocked him back then and when I wanted to see him he died and my mum didn't even let me see him or go to the funeral and holy shit he was an asshole but fuck he's my dad and he never knew how much I cared about him
and he'll never know ever
and I even joke about him dying like haha wow!! He's dead yeah but man it destroys me fully,
I don't even have his ashes only thing I own of his is a broken camera and baby pictures with him
It's been what like um 3?2? Years now and even thinking about him makes me cry he died alone with no one caring my mum literally convinced me it was all his fault for everything but she's an opp too
and while he was dying he badly wanted to see me and shit dude he fucking used to text me he texted me and guess what I did I blocked him back then and when I wanted to see him he died and my mum didn't even let me see him or go to the funeral and holy shit he was an asshole but fuck he's my dad and he never knew how much I cared about him
and he'll never know ever
and I even joke about him dying like haha wow!! He's dead yeah but man it destroys me fully,
I don't even have his ashes only thing I own of his is a broken camera and baby pictures with him
