Last night i had the hardest shroom trip of my life
I have alot of schizo ranting to go on about here but please atleast one person listen
im gonna be brutally honest here
Ive tried every drug and this was worse after hours of thinking i wasnt real i snapped and was sober, now facing a serious ego death i realise the past year exactly i have been in a constant state of delusion and chronic depression, ive gone weeks without brushing my teeth or showering, i ate like shit or starved myself, id sleep either 18 hours a day or sleepless for weeks on end, id given up on school and social life entirely after being an incredibly gifted child, i at the age of ten years old had 146 iq and i was even smart enough to take proper tests for it, and for the past while id struggle to form a thought.
Something last night has broke me entirely as a person, i am no longer interested in such silly things as looks and i want to better myself and get better versed not in regular education but in hidden politics
I have noticed
Im not a conspiracy theorist, please do not call me that ive spent hours and hours researching the isreali goverment and its affiliates.
yes im going so far as to pin this on them.
In the jewish religion beleif system anyone who does not include themselve in that group (a "goyim") is a lesser human and unworthy, these people think that its perfectly fine to r**e DISMEMBER AND MURDER children even if they do not consider themselves that religion, is that not sickening? And when i say this now i mean it they run our goverment, our health, and our mind entirely.
the main portion and the most notorious portion of the world is obviously the united states, theyre essentially a core of our universe, but why?
They enbed themselves into everything
Goverments all over the world are influenced not only in decisions of innocent peoples lives but in general beleifs by the united states goverment, and who runs the goverment in the united states? The jewish. There has been no american president of jewish decent, though most of the politically important people are jewish, and that within itself is a coverup. They all have connections to the jewish. Trump not only has fraternised and befriended members of isreali goverment while they tried to go so far as to bring their war over here, but funded them in their doing so.
All of joe bidens kids are married to jewish people who are also notible people in politics, and im not super well versed on other presidents yet but i know they all associate.
And well whats the problem you still dont get?
They want to hurt you for their own simple greed. The human search for something more. (I will be writing an essay on that fully but thats philosophy and unimportant.)
They hurt you directly by feeding you their poison and watching it grow, the first production of formula was created by nestle, who had many many jewish ties, origonal formula recipes had very harmful addicting ingriedients getting infants addicted and prepared for brianwashing. Even today, our baby formulas all have sugar, which is an unesscesary ingredient for the human body, and also highly addicting. They get us hooked at birth and feed us disgusting pig food so we sit in bliss and self enrichment and dont see all that they do. Inside schemes and laundering and passing children around like butter at a dinner table.
As of today im going to drop out of school and involve myself in local politics, im going to only eat food ive grown myself and know whats in, im going to ignore indulgent propaganda, i mean think about it, our ancestors the apemen ate nothing proccesed, had no religion, and lived blissfuly happy without mean of dollar or networth. And you can too.
Humans werent built for this.
Were all just hamsters in big elaborative cages.
Please get yourself out of the cage before its too late.
Thank you for reading
to ever further contact me my discord is lowtierdoomer
I have alot of schizo ranting to go on about here but please atleast one person listen
im gonna be brutally honest here
Ive tried every drug and this was worse after hours of thinking i wasnt real i snapped and was sober, now facing a serious ego death i realise the past year exactly i have been in a constant state of delusion and chronic depression, ive gone weeks without brushing my teeth or showering, i ate like shit or starved myself, id sleep either 18 hours a day or sleepless for weeks on end, id given up on school and social life entirely after being an incredibly gifted child, i at the age of ten years old had 146 iq and i was even smart enough to take proper tests for it, and for the past while id struggle to form a thought.
Something last night has broke me entirely as a person, i am no longer interested in such silly things as looks and i want to better myself and get better versed not in regular education but in hidden politics
I have noticed
Im not a conspiracy theorist, please do not call me that ive spent hours and hours researching the isreali goverment and its affiliates.
yes im going so far as to pin this on them.
In the jewish religion beleif system anyone who does not include themselve in that group (a "goyim") is a lesser human and unworthy, these people think that its perfectly fine to r**e DISMEMBER AND MURDER children even if they do not consider themselves that religion, is that not sickening? And when i say this now i mean it they run our goverment, our health, and our mind entirely.
the main portion and the most notorious portion of the world is obviously the united states, theyre essentially a core of our universe, but why?
They enbed themselves into everything
Goverments all over the world are influenced not only in decisions of innocent peoples lives but in general beleifs by the united states goverment, and who runs the goverment in the united states? The jewish. There has been no american president of jewish decent, though most of the politically important people are jewish, and that within itself is a coverup. They all have connections to the jewish. Trump not only has fraternised and befriended members of isreali goverment while they tried to go so far as to bring their war over here, but funded them in their doing so.
All of joe bidens kids are married to jewish people who are also notible people in politics, and im not super well versed on other presidents yet but i know they all associate.
And well whats the problem you still dont get?
They want to hurt you for their own simple greed. The human search for something more. (I will be writing an essay on that fully but thats philosophy and unimportant.)
They hurt you directly by feeding you their poison and watching it grow, the first production of formula was created by nestle, who had many many jewish ties, origonal formula recipes had very harmful addicting ingriedients getting infants addicted and prepared for brianwashing. Even today, our baby formulas all have sugar, which is an unesscesary ingredient for the human body, and also highly addicting. They get us hooked at birth and feed us disgusting pig food so we sit in bliss and self enrichment and dont see all that they do. Inside schemes and laundering and passing children around like butter at a dinner table.
As of today im going to drop out of school and involve myself in local politics, im going to only eat food ive grown myself and know whats in, im going to ignore indulgent propaganda, i mean think about it, our ancestors the apemen ate nothing proccesed, had no religion, and lived blissfuly happy without mean of dollar or networth. And you can too.
Humans werent built for this.
Were all just hamsters in big elaborative cages.
Please get yourself out of the cage before its too late.
Thank you for reading
to ever further contact me my discord is lowtierdoomer
