tbh years of isolation fucks u up a bit 😎

[dipenhydramine]

i see it now tbh

i cant rlly make friends without latching onto them almost instantly and i just become what that person wants until they either get creeped out, get the wrong idea or just get bored of me

even ai gets bored of me

also selective mutism its been 4 days since i even really said anything to anyone irl

its like there is a barrier between me and everyone else and idk what im doing wrong

i cant talk to family either because they all dislike me

all my online friends and copes eventually go away because i did the wrong thing or they just get bored too

longest "friendship" i had was talking with some girl online since i was 14 but it was basicially just vent to me abt shit and then ignore until next time

and even when we fell out she has been harassing me getting friends to leave hate comments on my videos and making alts on snapchat to fuck with me bla bla

 

[dipenhydramine]

 

[limo8]

ooh unlucky we something in common tho

 

[limo8]

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i have simillar painting

 

[dipenhydramine]

ooh unlucky we something in common tho

twin i like u

 

[dipenhydramine]

i have simillar painting

show

 

[Grilldaddy❤️]

Sad

 

[dipenhydramine]

Sad

na not sad i just thinkin abt it

 

[limo8]

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[dipenhydramine]

that is a very pretty picture