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When I was 10 I saw my brother often going to parties as he was 16, I just sat there looking like damn this n***a goes outside and has 20 dollar bill and can buy anything while Have sleepovers while I had to go in park with my apple's and share it with friends who also brought fruits, I thought teen life would be amazing.
They say that you always see the succes but never the struggle, I never realised how much my brother studied during those years, all i looked at was that he could do whatever he wanted, I was also jealous that he doesnt get beaten up while i get my cheeks clapped.
But when I came into the teen arc myself I realised how shit life really was... All your life depended from that young age, being popular, good looking, rich all depended alot at those teen arc...
Now I just miss the old me...
I think I am depressed tbh... I think its because I studied to much for my job....
They say that you always see the succes but never the struggle, I never realised how much my brother studied during those years, all i looked at was that he could do whatever he wanted, I was also jealous that he doesnt get beaten up while i get my cheeks clapped.
But when I came into the teen arc myself I realised how shit life really was... All your life depended from that young age, being popular, good looking, rich all depended alot at those teen arc...
Now I just miss the old me...
I think I am depressed tbh... I think its because I studied to much for my job....