lmao dude i just remembered that when i was fat an ugly i would purposely not look at girls when i walked past them or when i was in class i would constantly look outside the window when i sat next to a girl and when she'd ask me something i'd just say "hmm" and shit hahahaha . i used to watch so much anime that i thought they'd be intrigued by such behaviour lmaooo dude you're ltn they havent noticed you and if they did all they felt was disgust hahahaha