Discussion Unable to cope with reality.

[Kaari]

Of course I acknowledge its existence (BP, reality), but my lack of significance and the lack of unconditional love in this world eats away at me still. I suppose more so me trying to subconsciously get out of a unwinnable situation drives me mad. I do wish I remained blissfully ignorant sometimes, or at least I do wish I wasn’t raised on fairytales growing up.

I suppose as well I can’t deliriously try to make myself feel more important than I actually am, I can try to ‘blow my trumpet’ and give myself an ego but I know I’m talking out my own ass, it still eats away at me y’know. I just wish I raised with notions of dog eat dog growing up and not this loving soft world I was raised on in Christian primary schools which I’ve internalised.

I know this sounds like cagefuel, but it does bother me, what are you thoughts on this, any of you similar to me?

 

[neymar]

Make ur ego valid
Achieve more, talentmaxx, hobbymaxx and become the best, take urself seriously, keep improving intentionally in all aspects.

 

[Kaari]

Make ur ego valid
Achieve more, talentmaxx, hobbymaxx and become the best, take urself seriously, keep improving intentionally in all aspects.

True, I defo need social circles again. I was actually popular at high school man, fuck. Hopefully I can get in touch with old connections and go from there.

 

[neymar]

True, I defo need social circles again. I was actually popular at high school man, fuck. Hopefully I can get in touch with old connections and go from there.

If u were close they will definitely reconnect
Leech off nt womens friends, be ur funny cool self at uni if u go

 

[Kaari]

If u were close they will definitely reconnect
Leech off nt womens friends, be ur funny cool self at uni if u go

I’ll see how it goes. Thanks for the advice though, appreciated.

 

[ratedLTN2]

I mean I haven't seen you but apparently you're HTN, so. You're dealt a winning hand in this matrix game

 

[TonyDr]

I mean I haven't seen you but apparently you're HTN, so. You're dealt a winning hand in this matrix game

Seriously ?