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Honestly im almost 16 now (5 montjs) and I have been suicidal and ugly since I was only 10 years old
I dont think ill ever recover and love myself or truly love my body in reality i have no skills no good qualities beyond being too kind for my own good i have no talent im terrible at sports I cant do anything my brain is ruined I dont know how to talk to girls ive never talked to a girl that ik irl ive never texted a girl ik irl ive never had a romantic interaction with a girl that wasnt online I have a "plan" for my future but ive really just assumed that I will be dead before I turn 18 and nothing has ever really wavered me from that stance other than my occasional few days of delusions telling myself it will all work out
It will never workout I think there is just something fundamentally flawed about me I just cannot imagine a girl actually loving me and wanting me and wanting to be in a relationship with me
And ppl Will say muhh your a fakecel or muhh just try to get a girl
Im not a fake celebrity I have only ever had negative experiences with girls in regards to anything past platonically (and either way I dont have a single. Girl friend)
Im khhv I barley get invited to anything(maybe like twice a year)
Idk what to do with my life i legit think the only logical option is to kill myself pretty soon im not enjoying high-school the onk.reason why im still alive.is because im too much of a pussy ass bitch to kms I cant even kill myself right thats how much a of a fucking loser I am im a worthless piece of shit waste of space
Dont even attempt to tell me to go ER or assume I hate women or assume I hate anything im a logical honest man those girls didnt do anything to me yes ive been bullied and teased but I dont blame them I only really blame idk my genetics and myself I guess as much as im a stupid worthless peice of shit im not gonna lie to myself and act like this is all my fault all my medical issues all my pain both mentally and physically
Its really not all my fault its also just had luck
Karma isnt real good people have bad outcomes just try to be kind and god forbid stay true to your values and be logical
 
Im sorry I would tell you it will get better but if your in my situation ik that will.just make you said because its been so long of ppl saying that
 
I feel ya bud, being ugly in high school and for a part of college fucked my mental up too

Hopefully we will recover one day :peepoLove:
 
I feel ya bud, being ugly in high school and for a part of college fucked my mental up too

Hopefully we will recover one day :peepoLove:
I honestly really hope your recover but I hope I die soon
 
Honestly im almost 16 now (5 montjs) and I have been suicidal and ugly since I was only 10 years old
I dont think ill ever recover and love myself or truly love my body in reality i have no skills no good qualities beyond being too kind for my own good i have no talent im terrible at sports I cant do anything my brain is ruined I dont know how to talk to girls ive never talked to a girl that ik irl ive never texted a girl ik irl ive never had a romantic interaction with a girl that wasnt online I have a "plan" for my future but ive really just assumed that I will be dead before I turn 18 and nothing has ever really wavered me from that stance other than my occasional few days of delusions telling myself it will all work out
It will never workout I think there is just something fundamentally flawed about me I just cannot imagine a girl actually loving me and wanting me and wanting to be in a relationship with me
And ppl Will say muhh your a fakecel or muhh just try to get a girl
Im not a fake celebrity I have only ever had negative experiences with girls in regards to anything past platonically (and either way I dont have a single. Girl friend)
Im khhv I barley get invited to anything(maybe like twice a year)
Idk what to do with my life i legit think the only logical option is to kill myself pretty soon im not enjoying high-school the onk.reason why im still alive.is because im too much of a pussy ass bitch to kms I cant even kill myself right thats how much a of a fucking loser I am im a worthless piece of shit waste of space
Dont even attempt to tell me to go ER or assume I hate women or assume I hate anything im a logical honest man those girls didnt do anything to me yes ive been bullied and teased but I dont blame them I only really blame idk my genetics and myself I guess as much as im a stupid worthless peice of shit im not gonna lie to myself and act like this is all my fault all my medical issues all my pain both mentally and physically
Its really not all my fault its also just had luck
Karma isnt real good people have bad outcomes just try to be kind and god forbid stay true to your values and be logical
Yo if you rope n**** I will rope.

Do not fucking think abt it bro. Your my brother 🍻🥹
 
Yo if you rope n**** I will rope.

Do not fucking think abt it bro. Your my brother 🍻🥹
Bro dont even think like that
Your my brother
But I am gonna die by my own hand
 
Im sorry I would tell you it will get better but if your in my situation ik that will.just make you said because its been so long of ppl saying that
thanks its ok ive reached acceptance in my subhuman looks but i hope you feel better this sounds really sad
 
Do you want someone to talk to or did you just need to get this off your chest?
 

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