Experience was it over if it never really began

[grubag3]

my life feels like a scam lol this was literally supposed to be easy mode but i have every nerf imaginable im retarded and recessed and cant afford to fix what's fixable but even then i have some unfixable physical attributes like im bmi 20 rn but i have lipoedema and the lower half of my body & upper arms look obese every "treatment'' for it is straight up cope even surgery and its ridiculously expensive and has a high chance of reversing itself if you gain the slightest bit of weight i cant even pull off looking fat because im 178cm and i just look huge and retarded i see obese ltbs irl talking with four guys at once while one time i had a fake his grandmas death to avoid going out with me jfl everytime i go outside people stare at m because im so fuckinhlg repulsive my existence is so pathetic i try to not leave the house because of it because of it & random guys pulling the hey my friend likes you is roping the only method? ive tried many things besides hardmaxxes it doesn't get better i hate being retarded but aware im so jealous of lower functioning tards they dont have a care in the world

 

[Cockedshotgun]

 

[Deleted Member 119353]

my life feels like a scam lol this was literally supposed to be easy mode but i have every nerf imaginable im retarded and recessed and cant afford to fix what's fixable but even then i have some unfixable physical attributes like im bmi 20 rn but i have lipoedema and the lower half of my body & upper arms look obese every "treatment'' for it is straight up cope even surgery and its ridiculously expensive and has a high chance of reversing itself if you gain the slightest bit of weight i cant even pull off looking fat because im 178cm and i just look huge and retarded i see obese ltbs irl talking with four guys at once while one time i had a fake his grandmas death to avoid going out with me jfl everytime i go outside people stare at m because im so fuckinhlg repulsive my existence is so pathetic i try to not leave the house because of it because of it & random guys pulling the hey my friend likes you is roping the only method? ive tried many things besides hardmaxxes it doesn't get better i hate being retarded but aware im so jealous of lower functioning tards they dont have a care in the world

The world is brutal, when you're sub 5

 

[1894]

it is what it is tbh, stay strong

 

[cookie-cel]

my life feels like a scam lol this was literally supposed to be easy mode but i have every nerf imaginable im retarded and recessed and cant afford to fix what's fixable but even then i have some unfixable physical attributes like im bmi 20 rn but i have lipoedema and the lower half of my body & upper arms look obese every "treatment'' for it is straight up cope even surgery and its ridiculously expensive and has a high chance of reversing itself if you gain the slightest bit of weight i cant even pull off looking fat because im 178cm and i just look huge and retarded i see obese ltbs irl talking with four guys at once while one time i had a fake his grandmas death to avoid going out with me jfl everytime i go outside people stare at m because im so fuckinhlg repulsive my existence is so pathetic i try to not leave the house because of it because of it & random guys pulling the hey my friend likes you is roping the only method? ive tried many things besides hardmaxxes it doesn't get better i hate being retarded but aware im so jealous of lower functioning tards they dont have a care in the world

are you a white women?
also that guy is asshole. Just be glad you dodged a bullet.
I hope he gets a miserable death.