what depresses me the most is I was rated ~5psl on lookism between 2016-2018 but

[awkwardsubhuman]

I never asked a girl out, I made little effort to socialize, I actively ignored people if they asked me out, I made little effort to maintain childhood friends, I did not persist with University clubs to become known. I was profoundly socially lazy.

I was also lazy regarding hobbies (never pursued interests enough to excel in them such as languages, instruments, coding, drawing, drama, singing, guitar).

These are my biggest regrets. Now I am in my mid twenties and a virgin.

 

[Deleted Member 52522]

I never asked a girl out, I made little effort to socialize, I actively ignored people if they asked me out, I made little effort to maintain childhood friends, I did not persist with University clubs to become known. I was profoundly socially lazy.

I was also lazy regarding hobbies (never pursued interests enough to excel in them such as languages, instruments, coding, drawing, drama, singing, guitar).

These are my biggest regrets. Now I am in my mid twenties and a virgin.

Men age like wine imo u still have time

 

[Drownedwithluv]

You either have it or you don't bruv

 

[awkwardsubhuman]

Men age like wine imo u still have time

It's over. I've missed out on neurotypical development.

You either have it or you don't bruv

I had signal their interest but I was always too scared to do anything. I failed at living.

This year, at least, I will surgerymaxx and travelmaxx to compensate. I will go to Japan and hopefully get a Jap girlfriend.