Serious Why do I go through so many emotions at once

[WillStopTheNorwood]

like what I mean is, one minute I would feel hopeful improving my life, get of my devices and do stuff productive and then the next minute I would just login to my org alt and shitpost, its honestly like when I was on my main org accounts, I would at one stage be a good forum member and not break the rules or anything, and the next minute I would just schitzo post breaking all the rules. its just crazy fucking mood swings its starting to get unbearable to deal with. I made a thread on my main account on here that im gonna be leaving and when I remembered I had this alt I decided to keep it until @Incognito responds to my message.

give some drug recommendations

@over0 @snow @IMPORTANT: maybe this self improvement thing isn't for me, should I just return to org?

 

[Ghoultune]

Mental ill

 

[snow]

Ketamine and Molly are great. Opiods too but I do t recommend trying them

 

[IMPORTANT:]

like what I mean is, one minute I would feel hopeful improving my life, get of my devices and do stuff productive and then the next minute I would just login to my org alt and shitpost, its honestly like when I was on my main org accounts, I would at one stage be a good forum member and not break the rules or anything, and the next minute I would just schitzo post breaking all the rules. its just crazy fucking mood swings its starting to get unbearable to deal with. I made a thread on my main account on here that im gonna be leaving and when I remembered I had this alt I decided to keep it until @Incognito responds to my message.

give some drug recommendations

@over0 @snow @IMPORTANT: maybe this self improvement thing isn't for me, should I just return to org?

i have the same thing, idk what to do abt it

 

[WillStopTheNorwood]

Mental ill

tbh

i have the same thing, idk what to do abt it

we making it out of mentalceldom together

 

[Incognito]

like what I mean is, one minute I would feel hopeful improving my life, get of my devices and do stuff productive and then the next minute I would just login to my org alt and shitpost, its honestly like when I was on my main org accounts, I would at one stage be a good forum member and not break the rules or anything, and the next minute I would just schitzo post breaking all the rules. its just crazy fucking mood swings its starting to get unbearable to deal with. I made a thread on my main account on here that im gonna be leaving and when I remembered I had this alt I decided to keep it until @Incognito responds to my message.

give some drug recommendations

@over0 @snow @IMPORTANT: maybe this self improvement thing isn't for me, should I just return to org?

This is a classic cycle of motivation followed by self sabotage, that is fueled by constant access to distractions like the forums and alt accounts. The root could be linked to bipolar tendencies or ADHD related impulsivity, you have unpredictable highs that quickly collapse into lows, this will make consistency hard to maintain.

Your main weakness isn’t awareness but the lack of breaking the loop. These alts give you a way to avoid responsibility. Cut off all forum access for 48 hours cold turkey and keep yourself really genuinely occupied, the best would be outside, because for you internet access should be limited.

 

[joestar]

So many words