Why is my existence so miserable?

[Genetics]

No joy here.

 

[Nbernical]

Not even coping makes you happy?

 

[Genetics]

Not even coping makes you happy?

All copes are too translucent to be deluding enough for any happiness to occur.

 

[Nbernical]

All copes are too translucent to be deluding enough for any happiness to occur.

Please use lesser iq words when talking to me

 

[huntingzombies]

because u make it

"miserable"​

 

[Genetics]

Please use lesser iq words when talking to me

Copes are fake. Fake makes me feel like an animal with no cognition. Loss loss.

 

[RAD]

joy can only be made by you

 

[over0]

I think

 

[Jawggernaut Mewlord]

U are being leeched off 24/7

enjoy mate

 

[Nenestar]

I think

, therefore I am

 

[GoryToad]

very relatable .Hope it gets better bro

 

[Genetics]

because u make it

"miserable"​

I try to make it joyful, but every time I'm just met with disappointment. I socialized yesterday and never before have I felt more suicidal.

 

[Schizotypalcel]

pretty much

 

[huntingzombies]

I try to make it joyful, but every time I'm just met with disappointment. I socialized yesterday and never before have I felt more suicidal.

so ur saying when u socialized and been ur true self to them u felt disappointment? im lost?

 

[MingyuePalaceRuinedMyLife]

No joy here.

Judging off of ir eloquent typing pattern U might be on the spectrum

 

[Nenestar]

Find better copes, brah.

 

[Genetics]

so ur saying when u socialized and been ur true self to them u felt disappointment? im lost?

If I were to be myself when socializing I'd have nobody to socialize with. I've tried sprinkling in parts of myself in conversations but I just get met with confusion.

 

[Genetics]

Judging off of ir eloquent typing pattern U might be on the spectrum

Possibly, but I can mask pretty much perfectly. It's just draining.

 

[huntingzombies]

If I were to be myself when socializing I'd have nobody to socialize with. I've tried sprinkling in parts of myself in conversations but I just get met with confusion.

dam, then talked to urself/socialize with urself thats what i do

 

[Schizotypalcel]

I try to make it joyful, but every time I'm just met with disappointment. I socialized yesterday and never before have I felt more suicidal.

the opposite of joy comes from inner conflict, why be joyful when you are overly self aware of your struggles?
Insecurity create pros for some scenarios and causes severe cons developed from years of said insecurity. The miserable feeling comes from deflection of being ones self, i created deep lasting consequences for nothing but being true.

 

[MingyuePalaceRuinedMyLife]

Possibly, but I can mask pretty much perfectly. It's just draining.

talk to mentally ill ppl

 

[Newday]

So?

 

[Genetics]

the opposite of joy comes from inner conflict, why be joyful when you are overly self aware of your struggles?
Insecurity create pros for some scenarios and causes severe cons developed from years of said insecurity. The miserable feeling comes from deflection of being ones self, i created deep lasting consequences for nothing but being true.

I'll try to suppress my inner conflict, look outward and stop masking. Thanks for the advice. It seems very reasonable.

 

[Ruin]

U are being leeched off 24/7

enjoy mate

 

[snow]

Real, if this is an ongoing issue maybe consider antidepressants they are working for me

 

[cindythetvisleaking]

No joy here.

Ur male kys

 

[Ghoultune]

No joy here.

That’s your fault

 

[Ruin]

That’s your fault