why you should never kill yourself (joypilled)

[ameliaisbasd]

last night i made a horrible decision
i spent the whole night
getting nose bleeds
violently throwing up
constant switch from shivering to feeling burning on the inside
coughing up blood
seeing things
until i eventually passed out onto my cold hard floor
in those moments i prayed for it to end, i didnt want to go.
I think we should all consider the view from halfway down, just before you slip into nothing it makes you reconsider simple problems and that is the biggest pain in the world.
I have spent the day rethinking and doubting my own personal philosophys.
i plan to be more thoughtful in my future, allowing my agony to consume me instead of trying to make it end.

 

[tuberculosisinmybal]

Larp

 

[Sovvton]

last night i made a horrible decision
i spent the whole night
getting nose bleeds
violently throwing up
constant switch from shivering to feeling burning on the inside
coughing up blood
seeing things
until i eventually passed out onto my cold hard floor
in those moments i prayed for it to end, i didnt want to go.
I think we should all consider the view from halfway down, just before you slip into nothing it makes you reconsider simple problems and that is the biggest pain in the world.
I have spent the day rethinking and doubting my own personal philosophys.
i plan to be more thoughtful in my future, allowing my agony to consume me instead of trying to make it end.

how it feels when someone doesnt rep you back

 

[ameliaisbasd]

how it feels when someone doesnt rep you back

crude use for the post but made me laugh
10/10

 

[Deleted Member 62079]

last night i made a horrible decision
i spent the whole night
getting nose bleeds
violently throwing up
constant switch from shivering to feeling burning on the inside
coughing up blood
seeing things
until i eventually passed out onto my cold hard floor
in those moments i prayed for it to end, i didnt want to go.
I think we should all consider the view from halfway down, just before you slip into nothing it makes you reconsider simple problems and that is the biggest pain in the world.
I have spent the day rethinking and doubting my own personal philosophys.
i plan to be more thoughtful in my future, allowing my agony to consume me instead of trying to make it end.

How the fuck are you alive

 

[AJis19]

last night i made a horrible decision
i spent the whole night
getting nose bleeds
violently throwing up
constant switch from shivering to feeling burning on the inside
coughing up blood
seeing things
until i eventually passed out onto my cold hard floor
in those moments i prayed for it to end, i didnt want to go.
I think we should all consider the view from halfway down, just before you slip into nothing it makes you reconsider simple problems and that is the biggest pain in the world.
I have spent the day rethinking and doubting my own personal philosophys.
i plan to be more thoughtful in my future, allowing my agony to consume me instead of trying to make it end.

this is how I feel after I eat to much mcdonalds

 

[ameliaisbasd]

How the fuck are you alive

i literally have no fucking clue but my brain is foggy and my stomach hurts and my opinions on everything ever have been rethought

 

[based god gigi]

well well well

 

[tuberculosisinmybal]

i literally have no fucking clue but my brain is foggy and my stomach hurts and my opinions on everything ever have been rethought

Its what I told you n***a I did the same shit a few years ago

 

[ameliaisbasd]

well well well

look what the cat violently fucking pryed back into the house

 

[Deleted Member 62079]

i literally have no fucking clue but my brain is foggy and my stomach hurts and my opinions on everything ever have been rethought

Aaand your first instinct isn’t going to a hospital but here?

 

[ameliaisbasd]

Aaand your first instinct isn’t going to a hospital but here?

ive been awake all day, if i didnt die last night then i wont (i think)

 

[Deleted Member 62079]

ive been awake all day, if i didnt die last night then i wont (i think)

Call an ambulance. Whatever you took needs checking up on

 

[ameliaisbasd]

Call an ambulance. Whatever you took needs checking up on

ill go tmrw its like 12am rn

 

[Deleted Member 62079]

ill go tmrw its like 12am rn

“Yh lemme just postpone my health I’m tired today” where are your priorities

 

[ameliaisbasd]

“Yh lemme just postpone my health I’m tired today” where are your priorities

uhm my prioritys are my cat and my bed

 

[Sovvton]

ill go tmrw its like 12am rn

“Yh lemme just postpone my health I’m tired today” where are your priorities

ngl when my eye was swollen as fuck and i couldnt see and i was getting headaches and shit i didnt go hospital and it fixed itself

hospital is cope lowkey, im mirin @ameliaisbasd

 

[Sovvton]

uhm my prioritys are my cat and my bed

@The cat from The Matrix reference?

 

[Schizotypalcel]

Larping bitch, fuck you.

 

[Khauque Sarcka]

@Darkeningstar @Imretarded?

Me when I hold in a fart