winter depression is getting to me

[nana]

and its not even winter yet recently days have been feeling soooo long and hard to get through, i have no will to live. friday night at this time of the month last yr i wouldve been at some halloweekend gathering, now im doing drugs alone in my room. life changes fast, i am a sad silly lemon

 

[vespertine]

 

[nana]

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me

 

[Molotongo]

Winter is alright

 

[kim k]

sigh

 

[vespertine]

me

 

[nana]

me
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you are a cool lemon

 

[vespertine]

you are a cool lemon

you've warmed my stone cold heart

 

[Deleted Member 62079]

Wtf is a winter depression

 

[druxy]

and its not even winter yet recently days have been feeling soooo long and hard to get through, i have no will to live. friday night at this time of the month last yr i wouldve been at some halloweekend gathering, now im doing drugs alone in my room. life changes fast, i am a sad silly lemon

it happens to the best of us fr but js rmbr that doing drugs alone is better than being dead so if it keeps u alive then js try limit ur usage ig, maybe look into professional help too if its an option

 

[pxe]

im laying down with a heating pad on my tummy

 

[cloUder]

I love winter

 

[nana]

im laying down with a heating pad on my tummy

i will take a nappy nap nap

 

[nana]

im laying down with a heating pad on my tummy

also did u arrive at the cabin?

 

[pxe]

also did u arrive at the cabin?

no my friends said the roads would be scary at night so i’ll go early tmr morning

 

[casonline]

Same

 

[prettybird]

and its not even winter yet recently days have been feeling soooo long and hard to get through, i have no will to live. friday night at this time of the month last yr i wouldve been at some halloweekend gathering, now im doing drugs alone in my room. life changes fast, i am a sad silly lemon

so real. i have relapsed without fail every single winter

 

[snoblomov]

at least the weathers getting nice

 

[Exeggutor]

It's still better. Think of those people who live in the tropical areas with no seasons. They have to stay in sweltering 32 degrees for 12 months.

 

[nana]

at least the weathers getting nice

texas so hawt

 

[snow]

When I was in HS I would use alot more during the school year then during the summer. Could it be the stress of going back to school?

 

[JesusandGodarethebest]

your knitpicking bro

 

[nana]

your knitpicking bro

what do u mean?

 

[JesusandGodarethebest]

what do u mean?

i said im gooning to a post and get a warning you have said worse

 

[nana]

When I was in HS I would use alot more during the school year then during the summer. Could it be the stress of going back to school?

i have been using more recently, but i dont think its school related. ive been doing online courses w ut austin for like 3 months, but its not much work. only a few days a week and not many hrs. most days i just go off and do wtv i want

 

[nana]

i said im gooning to a post and get a warning you have said worse

it was because you were talking about gooning to another user’s pictures (a user who is underage).

 

[JesusandGodarethebest]

it was because you were talking about gooning to another user’s pictures (a user who is underage).

n***a im underage too

 

[JesusandGodarethebest]

it was because you were talking about gooning to another user’s pictures (a user who is underage).

but i can sorta understand where your coming from

 

[snow]

i have been using more recently, but i dont think its school related. ive been doing online courses w ut austin for like 3 months, but its not much work. only a few days a week and not many hrs. most days i just go off and do wtv i want

Wtv happens you will be okay, just know there are support systems if u ever wanna cut down on ur use. Im the last person to tell u not to get high but just be careful, there are precautions u can take to minimize the risks

 

[Deleted Member 69581]

I hate winter

 

[nana]

I hate winter

i like christmas

 

[over0]

Ts is NOT real tbh

 

[Deleted Member 69581]

i like christmas

Well that’s one good thing about it ig and my family makes pozole and tamales more often during winter

 

[AJis19]

and its not even winter yet recently days have been feeling soooo long and hard to get through, i have no will to live. friday night at this time of the month last yr i wouldve been at some halloweekend gathering, now im doing drugs alone in my room. life changes fast, i am a sad silly lemon

I feel this tbh

 

[nana]

Ts is NOT real tbh

i was kind of making a joke with that part, but it wasnt really being picked up. when i said “and its not even winter” i was saying it was depression without the winter part, so just depression.

 

[snow]

Well that’s one good thing about it ig and my family makes pozole and tamales more often during winter

I miss being near my family for Christmas i live in a different state then them now

 

[Deleted Member 69581]

I miss being near my family for Christmas i live in a different state then them now

Sigh most of my family lives in Mexico

 

[nana]

I miss being near my family for Christmas i live in a different state then them now

do you not visit for holidays?

 

[snow]

do you not visit for holidays?

No it’s a pretty strained relationship. I think they will trust me more when I have more sober time tho

 

[justakid]

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what does this even mean

 

[nana]

what does this even mean

pink lemon

 

[vespertine]

what does this even mean

she's just a pink n‎igger

 

[justakid]

she's just a pink n‎igger

Can you tell me the usage of slurs on here? I just got my account and I dont want to say too many slurs if thats weird here compared to org.

 

[nana]

Can you tell me the usage of slurs on here? I just got my account and I dont want to say too many slurs if thats weird here compared to org.

the rules against slurs are not highly enforced here

 

[vespertine]

Can you tell me the usage of slurs on here? I just got my account and I dont want to say too many slurs if thats weird here compared to org.

if you didn't buy the "slur pass" from dean for 40$ a month you get banned for even saying "shucks". she's lying btw. she literally banned me for saying kike when people say worse stuff all the time

 

[justakid]

the rules against slurs are not highly enforced here

so like im assuming the n word is okay to say but not the F word

 

[justakid]

if you didn't buy the "slur pass" from dean for 40$ a month you get banned for even saying "shucks". she's lying btw. she literally banned me for saying kike when people say worse stuff all the time

over for me didnt even notice that moderator tag.

 

[nana]

so like im assuming the n word is okay to say but not the F word

most slurs are used commonly

 

[nana]

over for me didnt even notice that moderator tag.

if you didn't buy the "slur pass" from dean for 40$ a month you get banned for even saying "shucks". she's lying btw. she literally banned me for saying kike when people say worse stuff all the time

hey… i am no liar

 

[AJis19]

hey… i am no liar

Yo banning for that is wild