Don't tell me bla bla bla you're still young I'm living now I don't care if I'll get better when I grow up and all I've been told anyways anyway ok so my skin has been okay then at one point holy hell I got a rosacea flare up I think and dumbass papules I should go to a dermatologist right yes BUT WAITING TIME IS MONTHS MONTHS AND MONTHS OF WAITING and last dermatologist who visited me (rip he died even though I didn't like him) MADE MY SKIN EVEN WORSE I don't trust dermatologist but I'm too scared that I'll keep fucking up my face and now I'll have to wait what like 8 months??