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i do not care if you dnr, click off now.
it’s currently 5AM and i barely made myself write this thread.
you know, before writing this and having to write the title i completely forgot it’s 2026. for me, it’s just of such little importance. it’s just another fucking year with ups and lows but never what i want.
years pass by with no significance.
this year might be good tho. first year of high school and the admittance exam. i already have a plan for ascending and my first year of hs; start a friend group, get along with everyone and maybe even find a gf.
who knows.
it’s just weird that even tho this year will bring so much change into my life it feels like it’s just gonna be another shitty year.
extra: i talked to her before the countdown.
i told her to forget everything absolutely everything i ever said to her because it forced me through shitty experiences like the night i almost had a panic attack or smth. i think it’s the last time ill ever speak to her. until i ask her for my phone back that she’s using as a hidden secondary lmao.
basic post today, next ones will be better.
it’s currently 5AM and i barely made myself write this thread.
you know, before writing this and having to write the title i completely forgot it’s 2026. for me, it’s just of such little importance. it’s just another fucking year with ups and lows but never what i want.
years pass by with no significance.
this year might be good tho. first year of high school and the admittance exam. i already have a plan for ascending and my first year of hs; start a friend group, get along with everyone and maybe even find a gf.
who knows.
it’s just weird that even tho this year will bring so much change into my life it feels like it’s just gonna be another shitty year.
extra: i talked to her before the countdown.
i told her to forget everything absolutely everything i ever said to her because it forced me through shitty experiences like the night i almost had a panic attack or smth. i think it’s the last time ill ever speak to her. until i ask her for my phone back that she’s using as a hidden secondary lmao.
basic post today, next ones will be better.