click off or dnr i am posting this for my own sake.
today was a shitty day.
woke up, made myself some eggs for breakfast, got some work done for school, hit the rusty old bench press in my yard (1 more year until the local gym allows me to have a subscription!) and then spent the rest of the day watching tv and playing fallout 4
i also fixed my horrible haircut by cutting the front of my hair which did absolute wonders.
today was horrible because i felt like an impostor.
i always do at my dad’s house.
i’m always the reason of fights between him and his new wife.
they’re like a perfect family, him, my step brother and his new wife, there’s simply no room for me even tho i know he and my brother love me.
i’m always the reason they fight.
i hate myself for so many reasons and this is one of them.
today was a shitty day.
woke up, made myself some eggs for breakfast, got some work done for school, hit the rusty old bench press in my yard (1 more year until the local gym allows me to have a subscription!) and then spent the rest of the day watching tv and playing fallout 4
i also fixed my horrible haircut by cutting the front of my hair which did absolute wonders.
today was horrible because i felt like an impostor.
i always do at my dad’s house.
i’m always the reason of fights between him and his new wife.
they’re like a perfect family, him, my step brother and his new wife, there’s simply no room for me even tho i know he and my brother love me.
i’m always the reason they fight.
i hate myself for so many reasons and this is one of them.
