19/12/2025

[kornfan]

click off or dnr i’m posting for my own sake an people who care.
today was the first day of winter vacation. i think i should’ve been more happier but i’m not. it’s weird these days i’ve been feeling so empty, ussualy i’m more filled with self-hatred. today was just loneliness and emptiness and overall miserable.

helped my dad with some errands around town, then went back home and since i have a rusty old bench press in the yard and some other shit i decided to use it because i have no money for a gym membership and can’t get a job bcuz of my age.

took a shower and went to bed. i miss talking to her. she used to help me at my lowest but here i am fucking diary-maxxing on .com (she was a good friend of mine, foid, but a good friend)

 

[kornfan]

click off or dnr i’m posting for my own sake an people who care.
today was the first day of winter vacation. i think i should’ve been more happier but i’m not. it’s weird these days i’ve been feeling so empty, ussualy i’m more filled with self-hatred. today was just loneliness and emptiness and overall miserable.

helped my dad with some errands around town, then went back home and since i have a rusty old bench press in the yard and some other shit i decided to use it because i have no money for a gym membership and can’t get a job bcuz of my age.

took a shower and went to bed. i miss talking to her. she used to help me at my lowest but here i am fucking diary-maxxing on .com (she was a good friend of mine, foid, but a good friend)

bump perhaps

 

[Blackpillirony]

click off or dnr i’m posting for my own sake an people who care.
today was the first day of winter vacation. i think i should’ve been more happier but i’m not. it’s weird these days i’ve been feeling so empty, ussualy i’m more filled with self-hatred. today was just loneliness and emptiness and overall miserable.

helped my dad with some errands around town, then went back home and since i have a rusty old bench press in the yard and some other shit i decided to use it because i have no money for a gym membership and can’t get a job bcuz of my age.

took a shower and went to bed. i miss talking to her. she used to help me at my lowest but here i am fucking diary-maxxing on .com (she was a good friend of mine, foid, but a good friend)

Ask for your parents to get you a membership

 

[comptax]

sorry to hear it man, if you have a lot of spare time and a meh social life it’s a good time to pick up or engage in hobbies. cooking, video games, reading, start recreationally learning a topic (like history.) maybe pick up running to stay fit.

 

[kornfan]

Ask for your parents to get you a membership

asked and my dad went but they kept saying i need to be 16+ and at the one gym where i don’t need to be he doesn’t wanna fucking buy membership there so i’m stuck doing push ups and rusty old bench press at home

 

[illbetheresoon]

molecule

 

[Blackpillirony]

asked and my dad went but they kept saying i need to be 16+ and at the one gym where i don’t need to be he doesn’t wanna fucking buy membership there so i’m stuck doing push ups and rusty old bench press at home

Doesn't sound too bad if you ask me, how long until 16 ?

 

[kornfan]

sorry to hear it man, if you have a lot of spare time and a meh social life it’s a good time to pick up or engage in hobbies. cooking, video games, reading, start recreationally learning a topic (like history.) maybe pick up running to stay fit.

i acttualy do have a thing where i buy phones fix them and sell them or trade them for better ones but i’m at my dads for the whole vacation and he hates that so i have to take a break

 

[kornfan]

Doesn't sound too bad if you ask me, how long until 16 ?

too long

 

[comptax]

i acttualy do have a thing where i buy phones fix them and sell them or trade them for better ones but i’m at my dads for the whole vacation and he hates that so i have to take a break

aw that’s a shame. well just make sure to fill ur time with something other than doomscrolling, regardless of what the hobby may be. as long as it’s not like shooting up heroin or something

 

[kornfan]

aw that’s a shame. well just make sure to fill ur time with something other than doomscrolling, regardless of what the hobby may be. as long as it’s not like shooting up heroin or something

not really doomscrolling my father also fucking hates social media and such so i don’t have any (until i pull out my secondary phone at night) so most of the day i waste on Fallout 4 or doing push ups or bench press