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[submissivechud]

id rather be a ltb with a family that loves me
with genuine friends
who dont hate herself
who dont push away the things she want
who dont act narcissistic but really just to mask how deep she fucking hate herself

i want to stab myself

talk to your boyfriend
or
eat strawberry cake

 

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[submissivechud]

i dont want to be fat but i do want to eat sweet stuff

i feel like i dont deserve him
he is nt and nice and is perfect

im scared i will ruin everything like i always do
hes everyting i have

u deserve him
talk to him

 

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[Xx_Sh4tteredHe4rt_xX]

i dont want to be fat but i do want to eat sweet stuff

i feel like i dont deserve him
he is nt and nice and is perfect

im scared i will ruin everything like i always do
hes everyting i have

if u have him u deserve him

 

[submissivechud]

idk im scared
when i had my first boyfriend i opened up to him
and after we broke up everyone knew about it
and bullied me

shoot him if he does that

 

[Trevor]

i dont want to be fat but i do want to eat sweet stuff

i feel like i dont deserve him
he is nt and nice and is perfect

im scared i will ruin everything like i always do
hes everyting i have

Nah ur good, you're a woman

 

[Trevor]

shoot him if he does that

Horrible advice btw

 

[submissivechud]

Horrible advice btw

not rlly

 

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[Trevor]

not rlly

Ur actually dodo brained sometimes bro...

 

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[Trevor]

how does that make a difference

Cause you don't have to reach as high expectations as men do

 

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[lazerdim]

Truly relate I hate being myself and my stupid pathetic chud life.

 

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[lazerdim]

very relatable
i would very much want to be someone else, just anyone not me
i just ruin everything bro i just ruin every fucking thing
everything good i ruin it
i fucking hate myself

You’re so real it scares me. It’s like a curse, everything I touch and come across is automatically ruined somehow.

 

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[lazerdim]

i ruin everything
everytime i get a good friend
we just grow apart soon for no fucking reason
i never had a best friend or alteast for long

Me neither twin it fucking sucks I’m so lonely it destroys me

 

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[lazerdim]

it CONSUMES you
its aweful
and i lowkey just am asking for it atp
i still have friends i just never reach out and act tuff and shit and just not talk to them for days when i feel sad
even if they ask me how im doing
but i really DO want them to care
did the same with my parents tbh but they probably fucking hate me atp

I feel you, I’ve just found it easier to not say anything to anybody. I feel like I’m creating a weird tension and I don’t want them to look at me differently.

 

[submissivechud]

gosh you guys are sad

 

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[lazerdim]

gosh you guys are sad

How are you not, this life isn’t anything else than pure sadness and misery

 

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[submissivechud]

How are you not, this life isn’t anything else than pure sadness and misery

usually only low iq indivuals think that way

 

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[submissivechud]

hey not nice

sorry
im sure youll get smarter w time

 

[lazerdim]

usually only low iq indivuals think that way

This is coming from two high iq individuals btw @Devious_Egg

 

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[submissivechud]

This is coming from two high iq individuals btw @Devious_Egg

no both of u are pretty stupid lol
sorry

 

[lazerdim]

no both of u are pretty and high iq lol
sorry

 

[lazerdim]

im ngl i feel like if we are low iq it would be for the better because we wont feel so much pain

Mirin the coping mechanism

 

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[lazerdim]

but fr idk how long i can do it for i feel like id go into manic again soon and probably die

Literally, it’s like a bomb ticking waiting to explode.

 

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