19th birthday

[Blackpillirony]

Basically went to school to work a bit, had to defend against grooming cheating pedophile accusations on this forum, went home after helping an old lady, played Brawl Stars with @ecoli , napped 2 hours.

I finally got something substantial in my digestive system in nearly a week so that's good. For my gifts I just got chocolates I shared with my family and cousins, 100 CAD and a poker box. Really wanted to get some vinyl but my family don't fw music like that and they hate my music taste.

When we sat down to talk my sister was always tryna bring attention on her which was so annoying, acted so cringy too.

I barely feel any different now, I got excited for every birthday before but now it just feels like another number that'll change nothing. Pretty mediocre day I wished I could've just slept through it.

 

[Dandelions]

Happy birthday kittysaar! Don’t fret, just remember that another day is another opportunity. Tomorrow the sun will rise and youll have the chance to try again

 

[ecoli]

playing brawl stars was really fun

 

[Dandelions]

playing porn stars was really fun

ayo?

 

[moonlight1]

Basically went to school to work a bit, had to defend against grooming cheating pedophile accusations on this forum, went home after helping an old lady, played Brawl Stars with @ecoli , napped 2 hours.

I finally got something substantial in my digestive system in nearly a week so that's good. For my gifts I just got chocolates I shared with my family and cousins, 100 CAD and a poker box. Really wanted to get some vinyl but my family don't fw music like that and they hate my music taste.

When we sat down to talk my sister was always tryna bring attention on her which was so annoying, acted so cringy too.

I barely feel any different now, I got excited for every birthday before but now it just feels like another number that'll change nothing. Pretty mediocre day I wished I could've just slept through it.

happy birthday
u still have so much to live bro don’t worry better days are in ur way

 

[Blackpillirony]

playing brawl stars was really fun

Yeah it was, but my iPad kept not working. I would play a lot more but like sometime it just doesn't let me interact with the screen.

 

[Blackpillirony]

happy birthday
u still have so much to live bro don’t worry better days are in ur way

I wish man because I felt like nothing changed since I was 16

 

[Dandelions]

Yeah it was, but my iPad kept not working. I would play a lot more but like sometime it just doesn't let me interact with the screen.

Can I see what you have in your hidden camera roll on your iPad?

 

[Blackpillirony]

Can I see what you have in your hidden camera roll on your iPad?

I don't have a lot tho lemme check

 

[Dandelions]

I don't have a lot tho lemme check

Better be no dick pics

 

[UMTN]

Basically went to school to work a bit, had to defend against grooming cheating pedophile accusations on this forum, went home after helping an old lady, played Brawl Stars with @ecoli , napped 2 hours.

I finally got something substantial in my digestive system in nearly a week so that's good. For my gifts I just got chocolates I shared with my family and cousins, 100 CAD and a poker box. Really wanted to get some vinyl but my family don't fw music like that and they hate my music taste.

When we sat down to talk my sister was always tryna bring attention on her which was so annoying, acted so cringy too.

I barely feel any different now, I got excited for every birthday before but now it just feels like another number that'll change nothing. Pretty mediocre day I wished I could've just slept through it.

happy birthday brother

 

[Blackpillirony]

Better be no dick pics

No just me spreading my butthole for a minor online

 

[vespertine]

happy birthday emperor

 

[moonlight1]

I wish man because I felt like nothing changed since I was 16

same i also feel like i’m destroying myself more each day lol
but never let hope die

 

[icnone]

Basically went to school to work a bit, had to defend against grooming cheating pedophile accusations on this forum, went home after helping an old lady, played Brawl Stars with @ecoli , napped 2 hours.

I finally got something substantial in my digestive system in nearly a week so that's good. For my gifts I just got chocolates I shared with my family and cousins, 100 CAD and a poker box. Really wanted to get some vinyl but my family don't fw music like that and they hate my music taste.

When we sat down to talk my sister was always tryna bring attention on her which was so annoying, acted so cringy too.

I barely feel any different now, I got excited for every birthday before but now it just feels like another number that'll change nothing. Pretty mediocre day I wished I could've just slept through it.

And I spent my 19th birthday crying all alone in my room. Now do you understand? There is no meaning to birthdays.

 

[Blackpillirony]

same i also feel like i’m destroying myself more each day lol
but never let hope die

I just feel like I'm stagnating, I just want to get out of whatever I'm at rn and skip to the good parts of my existence if there's any in the horizon. All I wanted today was to sleep and listen to the eternal by joy Division for some reason, just popped in my mind.

 

[TheHouseThatJackBuilt]

dnrd tldr needed

 

[Blackpillirony]

And I spent my 19th birthday crying all alone in my room. Now do you understand? There is no meaning to birthdays.

It's just a day like any other, really.

dnrd tldr needed
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[moonlight1]

And I spent my 19th birthday crying all alone in my room. Now do you understand? There is no meaning to birthdays.

i think the problem abt birthdays is that we always have such high expectations for them, like turning older will suddenly change how u feel, but it’s not magical like that and we get frustrated

 

[TheHouseThatJackBuilt]

It's just a day like any other, really.

I meant the large wall of text nga

 

[Blackpillirony]

I meant the large wall of text nga

My 19th birthday was meh

 

[icnone]

i think the problem abt birthdays is that we always have such high expectations for them, like turning older will suddenly change how u feel, but it’s not magical like that and we get frustrated

I think every single one of my birthdays were spent alone. At most I went out with my parents to eat at a restaurant.

 

[TheHouseThatJackBuilt]

My 19th birthday was meh

Your expired.

 

[Blackpillirony]

I think every single one of my birthdays were spent alone. At most I went out with my parents to eat at a restaurant.

Yeah same thing

 

[moonlight1]

I just feel like I'm stagnating, I just want to get out of whatever I'm at rn and skip to the good parts of my existence if there's any in the horizon. All I wanted today was to sleep and listen to the eternal by joy Division for some reason, just popped in my mind.

u just like me
but ur so young and ur going to uni and it’s a chance for a restart
what does happiness mean to u? whatever this is, u can probably still chase it, and do it like u life depends on it

 

[icnone]

but ur so young and ur going to uni and it’s a chance for a restart

uni is not a chance for a restart

at all

if you don't have the ability to fix your life today, you won't be able to magically fix it in uni

 

[Blackpillirony]

u just like me
but ur so young and ur going to uni and it’s a chance for a restart

n***a I'm 19 I felt like I've to accomplish anything in my life yet, I always feel behind to the norm.

what does happiness mean to u? whatever this is, u can probably still chase it, and do it like u life depends on it

Happiness to me just means a decent peaceful life where my needs are all satisfied, that's all.

 

[moonlight1]

uni is not a chance for a restart

at all

if you don't have the ability to fix your life today, you won't be able to magically fix it in uni

shit
i was counting that moving to italy for uni would automatically fix me

 

[Blackpillirony]

shit
i was counting that moving to italy for uni would automatically fix me

I thought about moving to study somewhere else but I don't know if it'll just make me much more isolated, I don't really feel at ease anywhere.

 

[moonlight1]

n***a I'm 19 I felt like I've to accomplish anything in my life yet, I always feel behind to the norm.

Happiness to me just means a decent peaceful life where my needs are all satisfied, that's all.

the average 19yo also has accomplished nothing, that’s why i say ur so young, just do your best and u will prob see the results
and whatever u want u can still get it
u can study and get a good job
u can get a gf, make friends, everything is possible
the world is yoyr oyster, even when it doesn’t seem like it

 

[Starlet]

I got excited for every birthday before but now it just feels like another number that'll change nothing. Pretty mediocre day I wished I could've just slept through it.

I started feeling like that since I was 14 and now it’s bled into every other holiday too

I wish man because I felt like nothing changed since I was 16

not sure how that’s possible tho

 

[Blackpillirony]

the average 19yo also has accomplished nothing, that’s why i say ur so young, just do your best and u will prob see the results
and whatever u want u can still get it
u can study and get a good job
u can get a gf, make friends, everything is possible
the world is yoyr oyster, even when it doesn’t seem like it

I wish, but idk it's just that I feel like I'm always falling behind not only in relationships (Which I never had irl) but also I've yet to get a serious good paying job or to integrate myself to a social circle.

 

[grey]

and for your surprise birthday gift @Starlet will be banning @Almighty Sigma Wolf !!

 

[Almighty Sigma Wolf]

I got excited for every birthday before but now it just feels like another number that'll change nothing.

Maybe cus you're a full grown adult lil bro
It is just another number that'll change nothing. Guess you have to wait for 21 so you can cope by getting intoxicated

 

[icnone]

the average 19yo also has accomplished nothing, that’s why i say ur so young, just do your best and u will prob see the results
and whatever u want u can still get it
u can study and get a good job
u can get a gf, make friends, everything is possible
the world is yoyr oyster, even when it doesn’t seem like it

accomplishing shit will not make you feel happy
you just need a normal life with people who value you
why do we say that is an "accomplishment?" it's a basic human need

 

[Blackpillirony]

Maybe cus you're a full grown adult lil bro
It is just another number that'll change nothing. Guess you have to wait for 21 so you can cope by getting intoxicated

Technically I can buy weed legally where I'm at now

 

[ecoli]

Maybe cus you're a full grown adult lil bro
It is just another number that'll change nothing. Guess you have to wait for 21 so you can cope by getting intoxicated

i'm going to annihilate you if you don't stop

 

[Starlet]

I wish, but idk it's just that I feel like I'm talking behind not only in relationships (Which I never had irl) but also I've yet to get a serious good paying job or to integrate myself to a social circle.

A lot of 18 year olds have never even had a single job before so I’d say you’re ahead

 

[drchad]

Basically went to school to work a bit, had to defend against grooming cheating pedophile accusations on this forum, went home after helping an old lady, played Brawl Stars with @ecoli , napped 2 hours.

I finally got something substantial in my digestive system in nearly a week so that's good. For my gifts I just got chocolates I shared with my family and cousins, 100 CAD and a poker box. Really wanted to get some vinyl but my family don't fw music like that and they hate my music taste.

When we sat down to talk my sister was always tryna bring attention on her which was so annoying, acted so cringy too.

I barely feel any different now, I got excited for every birthday before but now it just feels like another number that'll change nothing. Pretty mediocre day I wished I could've just slept through it.

Happy Birthday

 

[Almighty Sigma Wolf]

Technically I can buy weed legally where I'm at now

Aren't you in the US. Isn't it still 21 for whichever states allow weed

i'm going to annihilate you if you don't stop

Stop what..?

 

[ecoli]

Stop what..?

be nice to him

 

[Blackpillirony]

A lot of 18 year olds have never even had a single job before so I’d say you’re ahead

I don't know, maybe I'm comparing myself too much to other people or make scenarios where most people had a lot more experiences that I had. Hmmm perhaps I'm not so different from people who are above average looking who still complain about their looks.

 

[moonlight1]

I thought about moving to study somewhere else but I don't know if it'll just make me much more isolated, I don't really feel at ease anywhere.

ik it might seeb weird but the reason i wanna move so bad it’s bc i wanna stop being so isolated
like, idk, i just wanna ascend, improve ny mental health then move to a place no one knows me and try to socialize since one of the things that make me feel isolated is the fact that ny parents make me live like rapunzel lol

 

[moonlight1]

ik it might seeb weird but the reason i wanna move so bad it’s bc i wanna stop being so isolated
like, idk, i just wanna ascend, improve ny mental health then move to a place no one knows me and try to socialize since one of the things that make me feel isolated is the fact that ny parents make me live like rapunzel lol

but it’s mostly me coping
it’s not live moving will automatically make me learn how to interact with other humans

 

[Blackpillirony]

Aren't you in the US. Isn't it still 21 for whichever states allow weed

Nope not in the US

Stop what..?

Stop being a troll

ik it might seeb weird but the reason i wanna move so bad it’s bc i wanna stop being so isolated
like, idk, i just wanna ascend, improve ny mental health then move to a place no one knows me and try to socialize since one of the things that make me feel isolated is the fact that ny parents make me live like rapunzel lol

So like starting somewhere else ? I feel like the contraints of your past will still get to you in some way, it's not a fairy tale

 

[Almighty Sigma Wolf]

be nice to him

Nuh uh the hates mutual
he never wished @Almighty Sigma Wolf a happy birthday

So he will burn...

 

[meh.guy]

Just realized

Basically went to school to work a bit, had to defend against grooming cheating pedophile accusations on this forum, went home after helping an old lady, played Brawl Stars with @ecoli , napped 2 hours.

I finally got something substantial in my digestive system in nearly a week so that's good. For my gifts I just got chocolates I shared with my family and cousins, 100 CAD and a poker box. Really wanted to get some vinyl but my family don't fw music like that and they hate my music taste.

When we sat down to talk my sister was always tryna bring attention on her which was so annoying, acted so cringy too.

I barely feel any different now, I got excited for every birthday before but now it just feels like another number that'll change nothing. Pretty mediocre day I wished I could've just slept through it.

You're a year younger than my step brother, which is funny cuz I've always seen you as an older brother, happy bday bro

 

[Blackpillirony]

Just realized

You're a year younger than my step brother, which is funny cuz I've always seen you as an older brother, happy bday bro

I'm the oldest kid in my family so that's why

 

[Trevor1]

Happy birthday

 

[moonlight1]

I wish, but idk it's just that I feel like I'm always falling behind not only in relationships (Which I never had irl) but also I've yet to get a serious good paying job or to integrate myself to a social circle.

u can still do it bro
as i said before ur life has just started
almost no one gets a good paying job before 22 bro the average 19yo is working at mcdonalds and thats fine
and abt social circles i cant help much bc i feel the same tbh, but i think therapy can help u