Story 21/12/2025

[kornfan]

idc click off or DNR i’m posting this for my own sake and people who wanna read
4 days until christmas and oh boy that holiday spirit is NOT coming.
most of these days in winter vacation i have nothing to do so i spend the whole day watching TV with my dad or playing Fallout 4 with him, and at the end of the day do some push ups and go to bed.

since tommorow is a monday i decided ill start to do some school work as i’ve got a big exam coming up in june that will determine if i’ll rope or not.

today was not a brutal day as yesterday when i almost broke down again because the coldplay songs my uncle was blasting was hitting a little too hard, so yeah.
i still miss her tho.
i’d still want to just message her tell her about my troubles and she’d comfort me so i wouldn’t have to keep posting on this fucking forum.
i miss her friendship.
but hey! none of that is coming back as we are alone in this world and nobody’s coming to save us.

we are responsible for our own happiness and life.

 

[Thebird]

never rope

 

[kornfan]

never rope

i was supposed to on the first of december so basically this is just overtime for me

 

[Thebird]

i was supposed to on the first of december so basically this is just overtime for me

no reason to rope

 

[SASALELE]

still want to just message her

why cant you ?

winter vacation i have nothing to do so i spend the whole day watching TV with my dad or playing Fallout 4 with him,

ur not gonna celebrate Christmas ?

friendship

are u friend zoning ?

 

[kimothy]

good luck on ur exam bro

 

[kornfan]

good luck on ur exam bro

thanks

 

[kornfan]

why cant you ?


ur not gonna celebrate Christmas ?



are u friend zoning ?

yes i’m celebrating christmas but this year it’s with my father (which i love but he is an asshole sometimes not towards me tho) and his new annoying foid wife who hates me and my innocent little brother who gets caught up between them fighting a lot poor guy.

i’m not friend zoning. she rejected me some time ago, then for some reason we kept talking and we became friends. i stopped trying to make her my gf and i just started to feel insanely emotionally attached to her as she was the only one who listened to my problems. after a while we had a fight for some stupid reason, made up but it wasn’t the same and after a while she said “i feel you’re making up reasons to text me” and from there i fucked everything up so bad idk if it can be fixed.

 

[SASALELE]

yes i’m celebrating christmas but this year it’s with my father (which i love but he is an asshole sometimes not towards me tho) and his new annoying foid wife who hates me and my innocent little brother who gets caught up between them fighting a lot poor guy.

im sorry to hear. Maybe you can do something small just with your brother. Sounds like he is young, he deserves a Christmas

i’m not friend zoning. she rejected me some time ago, then for some reason we kept talking and we became friends. i stopped trying to make her my gf and i just started to feel insanely emotionally attached to her as she was the only one who listened to my problems. after a while we had a fight for some stupid reason, made up but it wasn’t the same and after a while she said “i feel you’re making up reasons to text me” and from there i fucked everything up so bad idk if it can be fixed.

 

[kornfan]

im sorry to hear. Maybe you can do something small just with your brother. Sounds like he is young, he deserves a Christmas

this would be a huge DNR for you but i needed to get this off my chest
he was going to go with his mother to his grandparents which would’ve been great for him as he wouldn’t have been caught up in meaningless fights, grandparents are on her side but it got canceled as his mom got sick. it’s gonna suck i think because every single fucking day his mom and my dad fight (his mom is very bold and erratic and my dad is very controlling and sometimes asshole) . i unfortunately can’t do anything just with him, only thing i can is go over to my uncle’s but my dad being how he is he’d say why the two of us rather spend time with him than with “close family”. so that’s the only hope or maybe we’ll go over to my godfather’s for this christmas.

 

[SASALELE]

every single fucking day his mom and my dad fight (his mom is very bold and erratic and my dad is very controlling and sometimes assho

thats so sad. I know how much stress you can feel from people fighting in your house, even if you dont feel like it bothers you that much, your heart still beats faster. Im glad that your brother has you to make things better.

 

[kornfan]

thats so sad. I know how much stress you can feel from people fighting in your house, even if you dont feel like it bothers you that much, your heart still beats faster. Im glad that your brother has you to make things better.

i hate the fact i can’t help him i’m too much of a pussy to stop them from fighting and after a while you get numb. that’s what’s happened to me as this isn’t my dads first rodeo, my dad and my mom used to fight so bad they went to court, when they were married

 

[ShitUsername]

thats so sad. I know how much stress you can feel from people fighting in your house, even if you dont feel like it bothers you that much, your heart still beats faster. Im glad that your brother has you to make things better.

dnnnnnrrrrr

 

[ShitUsername]

Brutal

 

[kornfan]

dnnnnnrrrrr

idc if you click off or DNR i’m posting this for my own sake and people who wanna read

 

[kornfan]

Brutal

True chud

 

[ShitUsername]

i didnt say dnr to u but to @sasalele u n****r

 

[kornfan]

i didnt say dnr to u but to @sasalele u n****r

oh shit, sorry forgot to open my eyes

 

[SASALELE]

much of a pussy to stop them from fighting

thats not your responsibility. Bare minimum is that you are on your brothers side.

 

[kornfan]

how could i not he’s fucking 7 and if this goes on he’ll end up like me.
thanks for listening tho you helped me a lot would never have expected that from a forum such as this

thats not your responsibility. Bare minimum is that you are on your brothers side.

 

[SASALELE]

how could i not he’s fucking 7 and if this goes on he’ll end up like me.

If you wanna go the extra mile for him then you need to say something, but dont blame yourself for not being able to. Its not your fault nor responsibility to make your parents act right. You are a victim too.

 

[kornfan]

If you wanna go the extra mile for him then you need to say something, but dont blame yourself for not being able to. Its not your fault nor responsibility to make your parents act right. You are a victim too.

i’m not. they fight about me sometimes because when i do things that upset his mom like normal household shit she always is super sarcastic about it and my father being overprotective steps in, and i think that’s what made her hate me. my conversations with her nowadays are more fake than a corporate ad ffs. sometimes i can’t wait to go to my uncle’s or my mom’s