Experience 29/12/2025

[kornfan]

i do not care if you dnr, i’m posting this for my own sake and for the few people who care.

woke up this morning at about 11 AM. had some breakfast, then hopped on Fallout 4 with my dad. it was fun.

afterwards, we went to the mall to fix our watches, as mine needed to be shortened and also his (he got a new one)
went to take care of other errands then arrived home.

watched some TV until he went out to hang out with his friends so i remained home and watched The Sopranos and Inglorious Bastards.

today i didn’t do any schoolwork even tho i wanted to and yeah.

weird thing is, emotions, after a while, you just twist them turn them around try to engage them but after a while they disappeared. i’m numb. i do not feel anything anymore. sure, still miserable, lonely and i hate myself, but, it doesn’t make me as sad anymore. i’m not at peace with it tho.

i really miss having someone to talk to. they all left or became distant.
i’m friends with everyone and no one at the same time.

 

[dominantchad]

i do not care if you dnr, i’m posting this for my own sake and for the few people who care.

woke up this morning at about 11 AM. had some breakfast, then hopped on Fallout 4 with my dad. it was fun.

afterwards, we went to the mall to fix our watches, as mine needed to be shortened and also his (he got a new one)
went to take care of other errands then arrived home.

watched some TV until he went out to hang out with his friends so i remained home and watched The Sopranos and Inglorious Bastards.

today i didn’t do any schoolwork even tho i wanted to and yeah.

weird thing is, emotions, after a while, you just twist them turn them around try to engage them but after a while they disappeared. i’m numb. i do not feel anything anymore. sure, still miserable, lonely and i hate myself, but, it doesn’t make me as sad anymore. i’m not at peace with it tho.

i really miss having someone to talk to. they all left or became distant.
i’m friends with everyone and no one at the same time.

did read

 

[woof]

sounds like peak my guy

 

[marblesoup]

INGLOURIOUS BASTERDSSS!!! i love christoph waltz with my whole heart, he’s the best actor

i’m really sorry about your friends, but i hope that you make some new ones or maybe just feel better on your own! there’s also lots of nice people on here that would be willing to talk to you if that sort of thing would make you feel better too ^_^

 

[kornfan]

INGLOURIOUS BASTERDSSS!!! i love christoph waltz with my whole heart, he’s the best actor

i’m really sorry about your friends, but i hope that you make some new ones or maybe just feel better on your own! there’s also lots of nice people on here that would be willing to talk to you if that sort of thing would make you feel better too ^_^

oh yeah this was the first ever film with Waltz i’ve ever seen and he was amazing imo, my favourite character. also loved that leather thrench coat.

you don’t need to be sorry. only reason for friends are for connections, to not be lonely in public and to benefit from things from each other. i’ve never had a real friend so imo all are based on benefits for each other. except her and an old online friend.
eh it happens.

thanks for being so nice tho might just be one of th best replies i’ve had on here