Serious Acquaintance at school killed himself and i cant stop looking at his reposts

[oceauine]

They were all about fucking suicide
For MONTHS
He had friends too

He was commenting shit like “soon” to suicide posts
Why didnt anyone say anything fuck
Suicide is a permanent “solution” to a temporary product
Dont rope

 

[dontcallthemfoidsbro]

Thats so sad, im so sorry. My favourite anti suicide quote is "suicide is the biggest deciscion you'll ever make and you're making it in the worst state of mind you've ever been in"

 

[Venus]

It’s seriously ridiculous how nobody takes this shit seriously until it happens

 

[vamp]

 

[xoxo]

They were all about fucking suicide
For MONTHS
He had friends too

He was commenting shit like “soon” to suicide posts
Why didnt anyone say anything fuck
Suicide is a permanent “solution” to a temporary product
Dont rope

That’s horrible how are u handling it?

 

[alacrity]

They were all about fucking suicide
For MONTHS
He had friends too

He was commenting shit like “soon” to suicide posts
Why didnt anyone say anything fuck
Suicide is a permanent “solution” to a temporary product
Dont rope

Damn

 

[oceauine]

That’s horrible how are u handling it?

Thanks for asking
To be honest i’ve been crying over it because i see so much of my old self in his reposts
I feel like i shouldnt even be crying because ive only talked to him a couple times and we werent friends
And ive lowkey been eating a lot even though im on a cut but its fine ill rebound

 

[xoxo]

Thanks for asking
To be honest i’ve been crying over it because i see so much of my old self in his reposts
I feel like i shouldnt even be crying because ive only talked to him a couple times and we werent friends
And ive lowkey been eating a lot even though im on a cut but its fine ill rebound

its totally valid to feel this way.
Don’t beat yourself up for it
It takes time to process something like this

 

[alacrity]

Thanks for asking
To be honest i’ve been crying over it because i see so much of my old self in his reposts
I feel like i shouldnt even be crying because ive only talked to him a couple times and we werent friends
And ive lowkey been eating a lot even though im on a cut but its fine ill rebound

Stay strong!, or some comforting shi

 

[zillophone]

crazy

 

[zillophone]

this nigas just want someone to understand them and NOBODY gives a shit

 

[oceauine]

its totally valid to feel this way.
Don’t beat yourself up for it
It takes time to process something like this

Thank you

 

[oceauine]

this nigas just want someone to understand them and NOBODY gives a shit

Its so fucking upsetting

 

[limo8]

They were all about fucking suicide
For MONTHS
He had friends too

He was commenting shit like “soon” to suicide posts
Why didnt anyone say anything fuck
Suicide is a permanent “solution” to a temporary product
Dont rope

i was reposting suicide stuff since 2021 till 2024 but im not suicidal idk how to make you feel better sorry

 

[hyperion]

They were all about fucking suicide
For MONTHS
He had friends too

He was commenting shit like “soon” to suicide posts
Why didnt anyone say anything fuck
Suicide is a permanent “solution” to a temporary product
Dont rope

Unfortunately, as someone that has lost a dear friend to suicide - and as someone who surrounded himself with multiple individuals who made an active effort to garner attention from the sad or depressive state - most suicidal people have no indicators of their depression in person.

You should always read someone based on how they choose to present themselves in person - but when it comes to depression its likely the opposite.

Some people do it for attention, others sit in silence and deal with their inability to cope alone. People misdiagnose which individuals are genuinely cursed with no reason to move forward.

 

[oceauine]

i was reposting suicide stuff since 2021 till 2024 but im not suicidal idk how to make you feel better sorry

I hope youre better now

 

[oceauine]

Unfortunately, as someone that has lost a dear friend to suicide - and as someone who surrounded himself with multiple individuals who made an active effort to garner attention from the sad or depressive state - most suicidal people have no indicators of their depression in person.

You should always read someone based on how they choose to present themselves in person - but when it comes to depression its likely the opposite.

Some people do it for attention, others sit in silence and deal with their inability to cope alone. People misdiagnose which individuals are genuinely cursed with no reason to move forward.

Ive been struggling with depression and anxiety myself for all my life and you described it perfectly

I dont know where to get help because i don’t have any real friends or anyone that texts

 

[limo8]

I hope youre better now

im not

 

[oceauine]

im not

Hit up my pm if u ever need to talk to someone Youre loved bro

 

[hyperion]

Ive been struggling with depression and anxiety myself for all my life and you described it perfectly

I dont know where to get help because i don’t have any real friends or anyone that texts

Look - your story has been said before, but your experience is unique.

To provide the same advice I would give my friend that made one last decision - I would tell you to take accountability.


On the brink of committing, people lose ability to judge what things they have control over, so to assert one last effort of dominance - they offer to end their own life to prove that they still remain with some agency.

To prove to yourself you have agency, do small things around the house and cascade them into larger achievements - prove to yourself you have influence thereby having value too.

Discuss it less, and act upon your desire to take control more.

 

[hyperion]

im not

Look - your story has been said before, but your experience is unique.

To provide the same advice I would give my friend that made one last decision - I would tell you to take accountability.


On the brink of committing, people lose ability to judge what things they have control over, so to assert one last effort of dominance - they offer to end their own life to prove that they still remain with some agency.

To prove to yourself you have agency, do small things around the house and cascade them into larger achievements - prove to yourself you have influence thereby having value too.

Discuss it less, and act upon your desire to take control more.

Read.

 

[limo8]

Hit up my pm if u ever need to talk to someone Youre loved bro

no im not loved and talk will not help me i talk with ai plenty doesnt lead anywhere

 

[esoteric]

new perspective thank you for sharing and im sorry for your loss

 

[oceauine]

no im not loved and talk will not help me i talk with ai plenty doesnt lead anywhere

You never know
Your life is worth something bhai, please look for help

 

[limo8]

You never know
Your life is worth something bhai, please look for help

i do
im not suicidal i dont need that typical reminder