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Not so long ago a few months ago my gf of 1.5 years broke up with me. I lost myself. I have gotten back into weed to try to cope with the situation. I miss her I really do but I probably have messed up my chances with a future with her so as for now she is completely gone. I hate smoking yet it is the only way I can escape the depression that has plagued my mind. I see her in everything. Just the thought of her being happy without me makes me mad not because she’s happy without be but because I had to go for her to be happy. I don’t know I have no one I can go to this is the only way I can express my true emotions. I just want to be normal again. How else can I cure the pain of missing her. The weed makes me happy yet I hate it. It is my only path towards salvation.