Hello im 16 and been in bp community since i was 14. I went from subhuman to mtn-htn during puberty. And i get so much more attention and people treat me better. But still some people look at me in disgust and it makes me wanna kms. I have good features and a decent body. I am better than everyone in my class but still i am disgusted. I am 5.10 i am super bloated even tough i have coconut milk and banana and enough potassium i am 18 bodyfat so i need to fix that but i wanna use fat dissolvers and hgh . I also have some acne and i am tanned and people look at melike im so dirty even though i am super clean . I need help with gym , skin and height