Again, another coping strategy is comparing. You don't know my life, but you made the assumption that yours is worse and that it's easy for me to say because I never dealt with hardship. This is another negative mindset that is feeding into your bad mental state. But if you'd like to compare instead of me, compare to those who have it worse... like starving children, kids with cancer, etc., etc.... The strongest quality a human can have is not giving up, and like I said, adaptability. I'm not saying it's easy, but you won't even make an effort?