Holy fuck, this is gonna be a long-er thread, but still trynna keep it short
So, it started with self improvement.
The main motivator for me starting self improvement was that i had certain dreams like owning a car or something, materialistic dreams.
Also, my ego, was constantly getting satisfied, without me knowing abt it. I was in 7th or 8th grade when i started doing this
The age when you are supposed to socialise properly, was spent in my case, doing these autistic self help habits (hamza), it made me feel better than others.
"im better than others" or "eventually, they are gonna regret these decisions" kept me going
slowly, i started to relate less and less to the people around me, started talking less.
self improvement is a tricky trap which i fell into when i was a young teenager. that is why i do not recommend self improvement in your teenage years
you start to obsess over it and feel like this is the only thing which matters and consequently, it permanently fucks up your social skills for life, it did for me.
also, men, dont blame your inceldom just because of your looks, social skills also matter, YOU FOOL, I HAVE 0 SELF PITY FOR YOU, imagine how low value u are to not be even able to communicate properly, it is bigger of an ick than looks (women pls confirm this).
So, it started with self improvement.
The main motivator for me starting self improvement was that i had certain dreams like owning a car or something, materialistic dreams.
Also, my ego, was constantly getting satisfied, without me knowing abt it. I was in 7th or 8th grade when i started doing this
The age when you are supposed to socialise properly, was spent in my case, doing these autistic self help habits (hamza), it made me feel better than others.
"im better than others" or "eventually, they are gonna regret these decisions" kept me going
slowly, i started to relate less and less to the people around me, started talking less.
self improvement is a tricky trap which i fell into when i was a young teenager. that is why i do not recommend self improvement in your teenage years
you start to obsess over it and feel like this is the only thing which matters and consequently, it permanently fucks up your social skills for life, it did for me.
also, men, dont blame your inceldom just because of your looks, social skills also matter, YOU FOOL, I HAVE 0 SELF PITY FOR YOU, imagine how low value u are to not be even able to communicate properly, it is bigger of an ick than looks (women pls confirm this).
