Chapter 1:Left in the dark.
"A man provides.And he does it even when he's not appreciated, or respected, or even loved. He simply bears up and he does it. Because he's a man."
Rj mitte.
His career started when he was fourteen years old when he first starred in 'Breaking Bad' acting as walt jr. Son of Walter white.
Mitte suffered from cerebral paralysis, trough out his whole life he fought for the rights of people with deficiencies.
Unfortunately this honorable man came to pass away at the age of thirty four years old,and the case of his death was revealed to be suicide.
Mitte reaveled years earlier that he suffered several bullying growing up as someone with his deficiency.
Which made him more closed and isolated.
Sadly mitte was victim of a tragedy that happens every year,every month,every day..
..Suicide.
Most men think they are okay.
But are they really?
Or they just learned to hide their pain so well that they don't even comprehend it anymore?
Men are taught from the very start that they should be the ones who are in control.
They should be the leader,
But a leader can't show weakness.
He can never show anything besides happiness.
But every man feels more than happiness.
They feel sadness,anger, loneliness, anxiety all these,every time.
And unfortunately most man end up bottling up all of these feelings for a long time.
Which can often result in outbursts, chronical irritation, anxiety crisis and reach the deepest layers of a men's soul.
Leading to depression and eventually suicidal thoughts...
..So if you know any man close to you that repeatedly show these signs of depression please don't hesitate in talking with them.
You might end up saving a life without even knowing it.
Chapter 2:The nature of delusion.
“Loneliness has followed me my whole life, everywhere. In bars, in cars, sidewalks, stores, everywhere. There's no escape. I'm God's lonely man.”
Many men's life is deprived of happiness.
Which can lead to them looking for it in the wrong places.
That's why so many men are alcoholics,drug addicts or chainsmokers.
But looking for happiness in the wrong places will never solve your problems,they will only make you feel worse than before consuming them.
Making you bound by a destructive vicious that will remove any other pleasure In your life.
Because temporary pleasure can never become lasting happiness.
You need to look for true solutions,true happiness in the daily things.
But when you are blinded by loneliness you might be deceived by despair.
Look trough and you will see that not everything that seems good will be able to heal you.
Chapter 3: Right answer to the wrong question.
"No measure of time with you will be long enough, but let's start with forever."
"I just want a woman to call mine and then I'll be happy"
Trust me you won't.
Relationships can't fulfill the void you feel.
Because the problem isn't being alone,the problem is keeping all of your problems to yourself.
When you turn finding a woman your objective in life all your happiness will become dependent in her.
All your actions will be devoted to this one and only objective privating you from enjoying your own life by yourself.
You'll end up seeking for love in places that are deprived of it.
Places that don't care about you and will give you anything but true love.
And I'm not saying that you need to go trough this by yourself,what I'm saying is that no woman can save yourself but you.
By having the courage to ask for help.
By having the courage to seek the light of happiness once again.
Chapter 4: Seeing trough the darkness.
"My life was an unending, unchanging midnight. How was it possible that the sun was rising?"
But maybe there is hope after all,although life might seem hopeless,you cannot give up.
Please pay attention when I say this:
Things are never as bad as they seem.
Dark times may come but they will always eventually go.
Nothing in this world lasts forever, neither happiness or sadness.
And happiness shall come once again because,
You are special,you matter and you are loved.
Don't doubt that.
If you are going trough a hard time never forget the people who were always there for you.
Reach out for a friend,a partner or even a family member.
You don't have to go trough this pain alone.
Talking or venting with someone it doesn't matter,just seek for things that are truly fulfilling,things that bring genuine and lasting happiness.
And after the night goes away the sun shall rise once again.
.
.
.
.
Please don't disconsider professional help,if you truly feel like you need urgent help please consider calling these lines below;
Dial 988 to reach the 988 Suicide & Crisis Lifeline.
LGBTQ+ Youth:Call 1-866-488-7386 or text START to 678-678 to reach The Trevor Foundation.
Off I go:
@Yeat
@xorsizm
@copevictim
@Europa
@hitmancrewzz
@sensitive young boy
@Nothing.special
@Dearpleasehelpme
@TonyDr
@Evilthinker21
"A man provides.And he does it even when he's not appreciated, or respected, or even loved. He simply bears up and he does it. Because he's a man."
Rj mitte.
His career started when he was fourteen years old when he first starred in 'Breaking Bad' acting as walt jr. Son of Walter white.
Mitte suffered from cerebral paralysis, trough out his whole life he fought for the rights of people with deficiencies.
Unfortunately this honorable man came to pass away at the age of thirty four years old,and the case of his death was revealed to be suicide.
Mitte reaveled years earlier that he suffered several bullying growing up as someone with his deficiency.
Which made him more closed and isolated.
Sadly mitte was victim of a tragedy that happens every year,every month,every day..
..Suicide.
Most men think they are okay.
But are they really?
Or they just learned to hide their pain so well that they don't even comprehend it anymore?
Men are taught from the very start that they should be the ones who are in control.
They should be the leader,
But a leader can't show weakness.
He can never show anything besides happiness.
But every man feels more than happiness.
They feel sadness,anger, loneliness, anxiety all these,every time.
And unfortunately most man end up bottling up all of these feelings for a long time.
Which can often result in outbursts, chronical irritation, anxiety crisis and reach the deepest layers of a men's soul.
Leading to depression and eventually suicidal thoughts...
..So if you know any man close to you that repeatedly show these signs of depression please don't hesitate in talking with them.
You might end up saving a life without even knowing it.
Chapter 2:The nature of delusion.
“Loneliness has followed me my whole life, everywhere. In bars, in cars, sidewalks, stores, everywhere. There's no escape. I'm God's lonely man.”
Many men's life is deprived of happiness.
Which can lead to them looking for it in the wrong places.
That's why so many men are alcoholics,drug addicts or chainsmokers.
But looking for happiness in the wrong places will never solve your problems,they will only make you feel worse than before consuming them.
Making you bound by a destructive vicious that will remove any other pleasure In your life.
Because temporary pleasure can never become lasting happiness.
You need to look for true solutions,true happiness in the daily things.
But when you are blinded by loneliness you might be deceived by despair.
Look trough and you will see that not everything that seems good will be able to heal you.
Chapter 3: Right answer to the wrong question.
"No measure of time with you will be long enough, but let's start with forever."
"I just want a woman to call mine and then I'll be happy"
Trust me you won't.
Relationships can't fulfill the void you feel.
Because the problem isn't being alone,the problem is keeping all of your problems to yourself.
When you turn finding a woman your objective in life all your happiness will become dependent in her.
All your actions will be devoted to this one and only objective privating you from enjoying your own life by yourself.
You'll end up seeking for love in places that are deprived of it.
Places that don't care about you and will give you anything but true love.
And I'm not saying that you need to go trough this by yourself,what I'm saying is that no woman can save yourself but you.
By having the courage to ask for help.
By having the courage to seek the light of happiness once again.
Chapter 4: Seeing trough the darkness.
"My life was an unending, unchanging midnight. How was it possible that the sun was rising?"
But maybe there is hope after all,although life might seem hopeless,you cannot give up.
Please pay attention when I say this:
Things are never as bad as they seem.
Dark times may come but they will always eventually go.
Nothing in this world lasts forever, neither happiness or sadness.
And happiness shall come once again because,
You are special,you matter and you are loved.
Don't doubt that.
If you are going trough a hard time never forget the people who were always there for you.
Reach out for a friend,a partner or even a family member.
You don't have to go trough this pain alone.
Talking or venting with someone it doesn't matter,just seek for things that are truly fulfilling,things that bring genuine and lasting happiness.
And after the night goes away the sun shall rise once again.
.
.
.
.
Please don't disconsider professional help,if you truly feel like you need urgent help please consider calling these lines below;
Dial 988 to reach the 988 Suicide & Crisis Lifeline.
LGBTQ+ Youth:Call 1-866-488-7386 or text START to 678-678 to reach The Trevor Foundation.
Off I go:
@Yeat
@xorsizm
@copevictim
@Europa
@hitmancrewzz
@sensitive young boy
@Nothing.special
@Dearpleasehelpme
@TonyDr
@Evilthinker21
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.
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