Suicidal&Lonely2007
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I'm 19 2007cel and i just feel like its completly over. Its so demotivating for making progress when you feel like your so behind. Its different to ascend at like 15-19 than it is to be like me where i probably will have ascended by like 20-21, possibly even later if i get unlucky. No teen love. No parties. No life experiences, like ive literally been living dead for the past 4-5 years and there is nothing i can do about it. I cant go back in time.
I know you live till fucking 70+ but idk it just feels over. I wish i could go back to being 16 with the current knowledge i have i would be able to schedule things so much fucking better in my life fuck me. I want to kms but im too much of a pussy to do it. Fuck this shit
I know you live till fucking 70+ but idk it just feels over. I wish i could go back to being 16 with the current knowledge i have i would be able to schedule things so much fucking better in my life fuck me. I want to kms but im too much of a pussy to do it. Fuck this shit
