Hugoo
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I’ve never been able to fully trust or love anyone, even my family. I did a little research and I came to the conclusion that it kind of is my parents fault (i’m not blaming them), they had my brother a year after I was born, so all the focus was shifted towsrds him from that point forward, not to mention my sister. I’ve genuinley felt no passion or attraction towards people in the past as well as right now, I’ve had some chances to get into a relationship, turns out I only liked the attention and compliments I recieved. I wonder if I will ever have a family or a partner, maybe it’s all just in my head and I’m not actually like this, maybe it’s a barrier I’ve created to prevent from someone being too close to me, as I fear that the most. And the importance of looks for me has made it even worse, I am afraid that someone catches off me guard unfrauded. I know this doesn’t seem as big of a problem, because there will always be someone below you, but I genuinely feel like my life is a nightmare.
