Huge rant
I keep blaming myself for everything, like even two months prior he thought I cheated on him in 2024 but I seriously didn't he's always been in my mind since we met and I could never think about doing something like that to him ever, and the day prior before we broke up I told him I was struggling too cause I've genuinely been struggling this year then next day got broken up w and saying that he thinks he's affecting me while the thing he's ever done for me was the complete opposite, I don't want to be a burden on him cause he's seriously been struggling this year Def more than me especially about self image and that he wants to focus on himself more but I honestly think that he js Didn't wanna blame me, cause if I said something different maybe maybe , I fully respect his choice and I understand his points, I truly want the best for him but god man I just hope he doesn't see me as some evil slut, I want him to get better as best as he can cause even if not dating I care for him as equal like to me its not really the relationship but just him I care about him, I just can't possibly know what he thinks of me and it just pains me that he doesn't want me to worry about him and esp that he thinks he made me worse and bro two months prior he even was thinking that I didn't love him, it's fully my fault I was so prominent on him getting better and trying to help him I overstepped the boundaries and I js idk I feel so shit cause he didn't even blame me for anything bro im js idk I feel like he probably felt like this too cause I js found out too much stuff I miss 2025
Okay yeah that's all not that big of a deal right but he's genuinely my weak spot he's the person who knows me best too
I keep blaming myself for everything, like even two months prior he thought I cheated on him in 2024 but I seriously didn't he's always been in my mind since we met and I could never think about doing something like that to him ever, and the day prior before we broke up I told him I was struggling too cause I've genuinely been struggling this year then next day got broken up w and saying that he thinks he's affecting me while the thing he's ever done for me was the complete opposite, I don't want to be a burden on him cause he's seriously been struggling this year Def more than me especially about self image and that he wants to focus on himself more but I honestly think that he js Didn't wanna blame me, cause if I said something different maybe maybe , I fully respect his choice and I understand his points, I truly want the best for him but god man I just hope he doesn't see me as some evil slut, I want him to get better as best as he can cause even if not dating I care for him as equal like to me its not really the relationship but just him I care about him, I just can't possibly know what he thinks of me and it just pains me that he doesn't want me to worry about him and esp that he thinks he made me worse and bro two months prior he even was thinking that I didn't love him, it's fully my fault I was so prominent on him getting better and trying to help him I overstepped the boundaries and I js idk I feel so shit cause he didn't even blame me for anything bro im js idk I feel like he probably felt like this too cause I js found out too much stuff I miss 2025
Okay yeah that's all not that big of a deal right but he's genuinely my weak spot he's the person who knows me best too
