It’s been a couple years now. Ive cycled through countless groups of friends and losing people close to me. Ive known many who have roped close friends to old partners. I have yet to break under the pressure of my past and neither should anyone else. I have yet to accept a bitter personality and continue to help people to this day. Many people should never fall to the darkness as it will do no good to any body not even yourself. Ive watched the cycle so many times of people becoming bitter and staying trapped in their heads and eventually giving up by taking drugs or roping. It just not acceptable and a sign of weakness. Many rely on the wrong things they hope things will get better without actively doing anything to benefit their reality other than poison themselves.