Discussion Being hyper-aware is a curse

[Mystericus]

I've seen so many people online larp being self-aware like it's some beneficial trait, it's not. I can't have any irrational emotions for longer than 10 minutes without realizing how pointless it is & just stop. I, at all times, know what I'm doing and why I'm doing it. I can't even LDAR to escape some stress or anxiety without pretty much forcing myself to confront or do whatever, because I've got a constant reminder in my head that what I'm doing wont solve anything. Even crying just makes me feel immediately disgusted because it's pathetic

 

[Evilthinker21]

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[Mystericus]

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It's not even linked to IQ, why did it take off

 

[Evilthinker21]

It's not even linked to IQ, why did it take off

Apples spinning in my headdd oh no

 

[sensitiveyoungwoman]

I can't even LDAR to escape some stress or anxiety

LDAR only makes me think more about those stress and stuffs so things will get worse cause that time my mind is empty and I do nothing but thinking and rotting

 

[Mystericus]

LDAR only makes me think more about those stress and stuffs so things will get worse cause that time my mind is empty and I do nothing but thinking and rotting

Sounds like a breath of fresh air

 

[sensitiveyoungwoman]

Sounds like a breath of fresh air

Not really, kinda struggle

 

[The Centipede]

I've seen so many people online larp being self-aware like it's some beneficial trait, it's not. I can't have any irrational emotions for longer than 10 minutes without realizing how pointless it is & just stop. I, at all times, know what I'm doing and why I'm doing it. I can't even LDAR to escape some stress or anxiety without pretty much forcing myself to confront or do whatever, because I've got a constant reminder in my head that what I'm doing wont solve anything. Even crying just makes me feel immediately disgusted because it's pathetic

You like junebug, but she likes me. You’re a cuck.

 

[Mystericus]

Not really, kinda struggle

Relative fresh air

You like junebug, but she likes me. You’re a cuck.

You're projecting your cuck fantasies onto me. Do you want me to like her or something?

 

[Mystericus]

Relative fresh air


You're projecting your cuck fantasies onto me. Do you want me to like her or something?

@junebug you've got to shine a light on this, why's he so obsessed

 

[The Centipede]

@junebug you've got to shine a light on this, why's he so obsessed

I’m obsessed with tall women, especially those who are intelligent.

 

[The Centipede]

I’m obsessed with tall women, especially those who are intelligent.

I’m obsessed with tall women, especially those who are intelligent.

. Hope the satire reached you.

 

[Mystericus]

. Hope the satire reached you.

You gave it 1ms before clarifying so no

 

[percghøst*]

I've seen so many people online larp being self-aware like it's some beneficial trait, it's not. I can't have any irrational emotions for longer than 10 minutes without realizing how pointless it is & just stop. I, at all times, know what I'm doing and why I'm doing it. I can't even LDAR to escape some stress or anxiety without pretty much forcing myself to confront or do whatever, because I've got a constant reminder in my head that what I'm doing wont solve anything. Even crying just makes me feel immediately disgusted because it's pathetic

realest shit ive seen

 

[junebug]

@junebug you've got to shine a light on this, why's he so obsessed

Beats me

 

[junebug]

I've seen so many people online larp being self-aware like it's some beneficial trait, it's not. I can't have any irrational emotions for longer than 10 minutes without realizing how pointless it is & just stop. I, at all times, know what I'm doing and why I'm doing it. I can't even LDAR to escape some stress or anxiety without pretty much forcing myself to confront or do whatever, because I've got a constant reminder in my head that what I'm doing wont solve anything. Even crying just makes me feel immediately disgusted because it's pathetic

Insanely relatable
My anxiety attacks and ADHD paralysis are the only things that frustrate me because A) my anxiety attacks have no cause, so I can't find a way to combat them through rationalization, and B) my ADHD paralysis is also something I can't rationalize away and have to work around accordingly.

 

[Mystericus]

Beats me

Noncemaxxing. I'm so tapped into UK culture

Insanely relatable
My anxiety attacks and ADHD paralysis are the only things that frustrate me because A) my anxiety attacks have no cause, so I can't find a way to combat them through rationalization, and B) my ADHD paralysis is also something I can't rationalize away and have to work around accordingly.

I don't know if they're the same thing but I've had panic attacks before, though only a few times. I've only even gotten them whilst crying before so it's dual bodily r**e

What's ADHD paralysis though? I don't think I've heard of it

 

[Cuckㅤ]

I'm aware of everything, I just lack the care to control myself.

 

[junebug]

I don't know if they're the same thing but I've had panic attacks before, though only a few times. I've only even gotten them whilst crying before so it's dual bodily r**e

Anxiety attacks are like panic-attack-lite, I've had both. Anxiety attacks are maybe 30-60% of the impact of a panic attack. I can still function while having an anxiety attack, just slightly less efficiently.

What's ADHD paralysis though? I don't think I've heard of it

ADHD is essentially a dysregulation of dopamine in the brain. Because of this, people with ADHD often have horrible executive functioning skills and cannot bring themselves to complete tasks with full effort or on time. I procrastinate a lot (I am right now), and no matter how many distractions I eliminate, I cannot bring myself to write this paper.

 

[Mystericus]

Anxiety attacks are like panic-attack-lite, I've had both. Anxiety attacks are maybe 30-60% of the impact of a panic attack. I can still function while having an anxiety attack, just slightly less efficiently.

ADHD is essentially a dysregulation of dopamine in the brain. Because of this, people with ADHD often have horrible executive functioning skills and cannot bring themselves to complete tasks with full effort or on time. I procrastinate a lot (I am right now), and no matter how many distractions I eliminate, I cannot bring myself to write this paper.

I have ADHD too, just take meds. They're great, though time-to-time you'll hyper-focus on random shit, get yourself some meds, or just pill-pressed meth. Meth, should be standard, mogger drug, only bad if you're prone to addiction

 

[junebug]

I have ADHD too, just take meds. They're great, though time-to-time you'll hyper-focus on random shit, get yourself some meds, or just pill-pressed meth.

I'm on track to get diagnosed and prescribed this winter, I'll have to hold on until then.

Meth, should be standard, mogger drug, only bad if you're prone to addiction

Most people with ADHD are prone to addiction. I definitely am.

 

[Mystericus]

I'm on track to get diagnosed and prescribed this winter, I'll have to hold on until then.

#RapeReuptake

Most people with ADHD are prone to addiction. I definitely am.

Lucky me, or I'm just drugged up 24/7 anyways so i don't notice it

 

[AListhegoat]

I've seen so many people online larp being self-aware like it's some beneficial trait, it's not. I can't have any irrational emotions for longer than 10 minutes without realizing how pointless it is & just stop. I, at all times, know what I'm doing and why I'm doing it. I can't even LDAR to escape some stress or anxiety without pretty much forcing myself to confront or do whatever, because I've got a constant reminder in my head that what I'm doing wont solve anything. Even crying just makes me feel immediately disgusted because it's pathetic

I do somewhat have this aswell,but it's my own mental state rather than others.
My metacognition is quite good,and I just cannot stop thinking at times,I just think and think about myself and reality itself

 

[Rololongs]

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