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I fucking hate the school system for doing that to me. I was never an angry kid just didn’t put up with bs.
But now, up until recently, I’d let things slide because I was told from childhood that I was a fucking crashout so I’d pander to people’s negative behaviours or never really say what was on my mind for years just to not feel that horrible feeling I got from my parents’ disapproval.
It was only up until 2 months ago after I left this place initially I found the time to really think about it. And I decided to not care about it anymore, since I’m only 20. I gotta reset this docile habit of mine before my frontal lobe develops. And, that same week, a couple days prior my friends and I got in a fight with these drunk f****t Pakistanis at a club. Fuck them honestly. But they busted my friends lip and at first I was trying to get them to calm down. Again, pandering to people that don’t deserve it.
If I seem meaner to some people now, it’s because I don’t put up with bs as much. I’m grateful for that
But now, up until recently, I’d let things slide because I was told from childhood that I was a fucking crashout so I’d pander to people’s negative behaviours or never really say what was on my mind for years just to not feel that horrible feeling I got from my parents’ disapproval.
It was only up until 2 months ago after I left this place initially I found the time to really think about it. And I decided to not care about it anymore, since I’m only 20. I gotta reset this docile habit of mine before my frontal lobe develops. And, that same week, a couple days prior my friends and I got in a fight with these drunk f****t Pakistanis at a club. Fuck them honestly. But they busted my friends lip and at first I was trying to get them to calm down. Again, pandering to people that don’t deserve it.
If I seem meaner to some people now, it’s because I don’t put up with bs as much. I’m grateful for that