black pilled by my own grandpa

[lifelover]

he said that now that im looking “better” im more pleasant to talk to and that uglier me was annoying and depressing over

 

[lifelover]

n****r

 

[Deleted Member 87568]

It’s an improvement at least. You should be proud as fucked up* as that sounds

 

[Cuckㅤ]

At least your family compliments you

 

[lifelover]

It’s an improvement at least. You should be proud as fucked yo as that sounds

yeah it’s kinda bittersweet bc my own family used to ignore me

the past months i have been treated better by everyone at work family friends etc the constrast is still too much and im only starting so im getting scared of how much i will understand about what i went through

 

[lifelover]

At least your family compliments you

first time in my life btw but yeah

 

[Deleted Member 87568]

yeah it’s kinda bittersweet bc my own family used to ignore me

the past months i have been treated better by everyone at work family friends etc the constrast is still too much and im only starting so im getting scared of how much i will understand about what i went through

Brutal. Just goes to show everyone’s the same. Even family

 

[lifelover]

Brutal. Just goes to show everyone’s the same. Even family

yeah humans are very simple

 

[lifelover]

everything big or small scares me and hurts me the same bc im mentally retarded and schizo

 

[tuberculosisinmybal]

old people are unhinged as fuck sometimes don't let that destroy your mood, use it as ANGRY motivation

 

[lifelover]

old people are unhinged as fuck sometimes don't let that destroy your mood, use it as ANGRY motivation

fr lmaooooo i will just try to take it as a sign the results are coming but he is fucking brutal

 

[tuberculosisinmybal]

fr lmaooooo i will just try to take it as a sign the results are coming but he is fucking brutal

Yeah they're generation grew up different racism and being rude/awkward etc was tolerated it changed over time so it is what it is, old people can be cute but they can hurt you a lot

 

[zygos_old]

he said that now that im looking “better” im more pleasant to talk to and that uglier me was annoying and depressing over

Oh my

 

[lifelover]

Yeah they're generation grew up different racism and being rude/awkward etc was tolerated it changed over time so it is what it is, old people can be cute but they can hurt you a lot

ZERO FILTERSSSS he is everything you described lmao, one thing i can expect from him is sincerity so that means im getting somewhere

 

[zygos_old]

ZERO FILTERSSSS he is everything you described lmao, one thing i can expect from him is sincerity so that means im getting somewhere

Old man called me a n****r