Rage bro she dont even care about my life or how im doin at all

[trenghost]

so i had this old female friend ive talked about her before
basically this summer we lost contact and i just saw a message from her today saying she misses talking and wants to talk
so we started texting again and i tell her abt my life and stuff and she dont even acknowledge that shit she just ignoring it completely
she only talm bout HER life or just stuff completely unrelated
im even being the slightest bit vulnerable by telling her ive been on a self improvement journey and shit like all of yall on here and she just ignores that shit completely
istg she changes topics to people she likes at her school or the d4vd case or literally anything but talking about how im doing
and its not like im being narcissistic i was asking about her life too
i dont even matter much to her, im literally just a friend she talks to when she got no one else to
dont get me wrong we was good friends before but i feel like she just doesnt really care about me or how im doing at all
she said herself her friends stopped talking to her
atp i dont even know why im friends with her, she even said that one brootal statement to me a while back and for some reason my fucking simp ass who still liked her (AT THE TIME OBVIOUSLY I DONT LIKE HER ANYMORE) went crawling back
n***a im convinced im the problem here, i shouldve left a long time ago
she wasnt worth my time and im so fucking stupid especially back then just letting this slide
dont get me wrong i was mad at her too a lot when she insulted my appearance and basically called me subhuman
but basically yeah i dont even know why i still talk to her atp, my fucking subconscious just wants female attention or some shit
which is fucking stupid
i shouldnt be doing that
sometimes i wish i had just cut ties with her on the spot when she said that shi "you are extremely unnatractive im sure one day youll find a girl insane enough to not think that"
like yeah that shit was fucking insane of her to say
looking back i dont know why i keep crawling back wanting to be friends still
im starting to get convinced no female is worth my fucking time
im destined to be alone forever

update: today she told me she fucked up and shes sorry but bro im convinced shes forcing herself to talk to me or something like that

 

[trenghost]

my bitch ass also pourin my heart out for this shit and all for what? to be ignored
i dont know why i kept doing this n***a i just deserve to die
someoene tell me why the fuck my bitch ahh keeps doing this
no one cares anway

 

[Angel]

parasocial and i feel you

 

[trenghost]

parasocial and i feel you

oh fuck i actually might be
like weve been friends for a while but
whenever i meet any girl in my mind im like already thinking of us together and even pouring my heart out and shit
and she dont even know im alive sometimes
or just making up fictional characters in my head to cope

 

[may2002]

im so sorry bro that sucks. lowk drop her she doesnt deserve you

 

[Angel]

oh fuck i actually might be
like weve been friends for a while but
whenever i meet any girl in my mind im like already thinking of us together and even pouring my heart out and shit
and she dont even know im alive sometimes
or just making up fictional characters in my head to cope

i get it im parasocial aswell

 

[trenghost]

im so sorry bro that sucks. lowk drop her she doesnt deserve you

i should but ima probably feel bad about it cuz like i dont think thats her intention
like she sees me as a friend but just nothing more than that

naw why should i even feel bad about it bro thats my fucked up subconscious speaking

 

[may2002]

i should but ima probably feel bad about it cuz like i dont think thats her intention
like she sees me as a friend but just nothing more than that

naw why should i even feel bad about it bro thats my fucked up subconscious speaking

yeah word she doesn't sound like a real friend anyways.

 

[trenghost]

yeah word she doesn't sound like a real friend anyways.

she even told me b4 in like june that she wants to be my friend and thinks im a cool interesting person
but i deadass dont even think she believes that herself
i showed her the real me and she didnt care much for that
i think lowk the only reason i felt like i wanted to keep being friends with her before even after what she did is because i was lonely and had barel anyone to even talk to

 

[submissivechud]

so i had this old female friend ive talked about her before
basically this summer we lost contact and i just saw a message from her today saying she misses talking and wants to talk
so we started texting again and i tell her abt my life and stuff and she dont even acknowledge that shit she just ignoring it completely
she only talm bout HER life or just stuff completely unrelated
im even being the slightest bit vulnerable by telling her ive been on a self improvement journey and shit like all of you n****s on here and she just ignores that shit completely
istg she changes topics to people she likes at her school or the d4vd case or literally anything but talking about how im doing
and its not like im being narcissistic i was asking about her life too
i dont even matter much to her, im literally just a friend she talks to when she got no one else to
dont get me wrong we was good friends before but i feel like she just doesnt really care about me or how im doing at all
she said herself her friends stopped talking to her
atp i dont even know why im friends with her, she even said that one brootal statement to me a while back and for some reason my cucked ass who still liked her went crawling back
n***a im convinced im the problem here, i shouldve left a long time ago
she wasnt worth my time and im so fucking stupid especially back then just letting this slide
dont get me wrong i was mad at her too a lot when she insulted my appearance and basically called me subhuman
but basically yeah i dont even know why i still talk to her atp, my fucking subconscious just wants female attention or some shit
which is fucking stupid
i shouldnt be doing that
sometimes i wish i had just cut ties with her on the spot when she said that shi "you are extremely unnatractive im sure one day youll find a girl insane enough to not think that"
like yeah that shit was fucking insane of her to say
looking back i dont know why i keep crawling back wanting to be friends still
im starting to get convinced no female is worth my fucking time
im destined to be alone forever

If she doesn't put effort into the conversation then just leave it at that
no matter how hard you try 100 times 0 is still zero.

Just don't worry about her, one bad girl doesn't reflect who you are.

 

[trenghost]

If she doesn't put effort into the conversation then just leave it at that
no matter how hard you try 100 times 0 is still zero.

Just don't worry about her, one bad girl doesn't reflect who you are.

she was reaching out to me and stuff but it seemed like she only wanted to talk about herself or either other topics unrelated or just wanting to talk about anyone but me
i dont even talk abt myself that much

 

[submissivechud]

she was reaching out to me and stuff but it seemed like she only wanted to talk about herself or either other topics unrelated or just wanting to talk about anyone but me
i dont even talk abt myself that much

Try speaking about your day and see how she responds
Otherwise she just sounds boring and not a good person to be in a relationship with, romantic or not

 

[ilya]

so many words

 

[Br4va]

Damn

 

[ilya]

fuck her friend

 

[trenghost]

Try speaking about your day and see how she responds
Otherwise she just sounds boring and not a good person to be in a relationship with, romantic or not

i told her earlier today, "these mfs running the high school put me in the motherfuckin newspaper class i aint want this shit
i gotta write a whole ass article by friday and its the first fucking day
i dont even know anyone in this class and dont even wanna be there cuh
i fuckin hate this shit"

and she responded with "oh sick"

she was only responding to the part where i said i had like a few friends i knew
but like anytime i say anything negative or anything relating to how i feel she just dismisses it

 

[cocomangoboom]

she was reaching out to me and stuff but it seemed like she only wanted to talk about herself or either other topics unrelated or just wanting to talk about anyone but me
i dont even talk abt myself that much

At first I thought maybe she was nd and shit at holding conversations because ig technically she reached out first meaning she wanted to talk to u but it sounds like she’s just a really bad friend ngl
saying what she did ab ur appearance is crazy and she needs to be cut off idk why some people think they can js say shit like that as ur friend

 

[trenghost]

fuck her friend

i want to and badly too
shes genuinely a htb and really nice
only problem is parents took away my phone so i cant message her

 

[cocomangoboom]

i told her earlier today, "these mfs running the high school put me in the motherfuckin newspaper class i aint want this shit
i gotta write a whole ass article by friday and its the first fucking day
i dont even know anyone in this class and dont even wanna be there cuh
i fuckin hate this shit"

and she responded with "oh sick"

she was only responding to the part where i said i had like a few friends i knew
but like anytime i say anything negative or anything relating to how i feel she just dismisses it

yeah she fs doesn’t wanna talk to u nvm
Cut her off idk what her intention with reaching out was

 

[submissivechud]

i told her earlier today, "these mfs running the high school put me in the motherfuckin newspaper class i aint want this shit
i gotta write a whole ass article by friday and its the first fucking day
i dont even know anyone in this class and dont even wanna be there cuh
i fuckin hate this shit"

and she responded with "oh sick"

she was only responding to the part where i said i had like a few friends i knew
but like anytime i say anything negative or anything relating to how i feel she just dismisses it

Yeah then shes not worth talking to
Sounds terrible to interact with

 

[trenghost]

saying what she did ab ur appearance is crazy and she needs to be cut off idk why some people think they can js say shit like that as ur friend

idk if she was on her period that time or WHAT but i remember immediately after she said that she switched topics like nothing happened and ghosted me when i crashed out rightfully

and months after that i reminded her of it and she was like "oh im genuinely sorry idk why i said that"

on one hand i fucking hate that she said that and am seething over it to this day idk if i still should but on the other hand it motivated me to ascend so idk was that a trade off or what

 

[ilya]

i want to and badly too
shes genuinely a htb and really nice
only problem is parents took away my phone so i cant message her

ok

fuck her friend

 

[trenghost]

yeah she fs doesn’t wanna talk to u nvm
Cut her off idk what her intention with reaching out was

Yeah then shes not worth talking to
Sounds terrible to interact with

yeah thanks yall, just needed to get this off my chest

 

[trenghost]

ok

fuck her friend

im ltn i cant

 

[submissivechud]

yeah thanks yall, just needed to get this off my chest

No worries

 

[trenghost]

yeah she fs doesn’t wanna talk to u nvm
Cut her off idk what her intention with reaching out was

Yeah then shes not worth talking to
Sounds terrible to interact with

im realizing she mighta been manipulating me this whole time
what do yall think

 

[cocomangoboom]

idk if she was on her period that time or WHAT but i remember immediately after she said that she switched topics like nothing happened and ghosted me when i crashed out rightfully

and months after that i reminded her of it and she was like "oh im genuinely sorry idk why i said that"

on one hand i fucking hate that she said that and am seething over it to this day idk if i still should but on the other hand it motivated me to ascend so idk was that a trade off or what

bruh I’m a girl and my period is not making me say stuff like that to my friends??? And I don’t think other normal ppl would do thag

it makes sense ur mad , I would remember that forever too

 

[cocomangoboom]

im realizing she mighta been manipulating me this whole time
what do yall think

maybe

Does she want anything from you?

 

[trenghost]

bruh just 5 minutes ago she sent me a text talm bout some charlie kirk and his shooter

 

[submissivechud]

im realizing she mighta been manipulating me this whole time
what do yall think

Hardly manipulating
Just using you for attention, isn't that most relationships though. The only issue is it was an unfair transaction, she didn't give you enough attention in comparison to your output

 

[trenghost]

maybe

Does she want anything from you?

i dont even really know what she wants from me
probably just someone to talk to when her friends arent around
idk she doesnt seem that interested in my life

 

[trenghost]

Hardly manipulating
Just using you for attention, isn't that most relationships though. The only issue is it was an unfair transaction, she didn't give you enough attention in comparison to your output

yeah makes sense

 

[copevictim]

im realizing she mighta been manipulating me this whole time
what do yall think

likely

 

[cocomangoboom]

bruh just 5 minutes ago she sent me a text talm bout some charlie kirk and his shooter

If ahe has no friends and she only talks about stuff like this and idk d4vd she might js be autistic or smth ngl

 

[trenghost]

yeah i dont think shes manipulating me more so just using me for attention cuz she knows i had a crush on her

 

[cocomangoboom]

i dont even really know what she wants from me
probably just someone to talk to when her friends arent around
idk she doesnt seem that interested in my life

ohhh

Even then if she js wants someone to talk to wouldn’t she at least show some attention to ur life or pretend to? Idk she confuses me

 

[trenghost]

If ahe has no friends and she only talks about stuff like this and idk d4vd she might js be autistic or smth ngl

no she has hella friends actually
shes just saying random shit to switch the topic away from being about how im doing how my lifes going and such

 

[copevictim]

yeah i dont think shes manipulating me more so just using me for attention cuz she knows i had a crush on her

block her ass

 

[trenghost]

ohhh

Even then if she js wants someone to talk to wouldn’t she at least show some attention to ur life or pretend to? Idk she confuses me

fr

shes deadass the most puzzling character ive met in my life

 

[cocomangoboom]

no she has hella friends actually
shes just saying random shit to switch the topic away from being about how im doing how my lifes going and such

okay then I think she js wants attention and male validation or smth

U guys are in a similar position and its normal to want opposite gender attention I think so dw too much about what ur doing

 

[trenghost]

bruh just 5 minutes ago she sent me a text talm bout some charlie kirk and his shooter

what she sent:

"so obviously i dont agree with any of charlie kirks views but also believe people shouldnt get shot
but apparently the defense of the guy that shot him said he shouldn't get the death penalty because he hit his "intended target"

HUH?????
WHAT??????"

i dont even know how to respond to this man

 

[trenghost]

okay then I think she js wants attention and male validation or smth

U guys are in a similar position and its normal to want opposite gender attention I think so dw too much about what ur doing

shes lesbian
or bi depending on the day but it fluctuates
she changes to bi when theres a guy she likes and if she gets rejected or broken up with shes back to lesbi

 

[trenghost]

i told her i was thinking of injecting myself with test or trenbolone and stuff to see her reaction

heres how it went:

me: ive been researcrhing peptides and steroids and stuff
im so deep in this lm rabbit hole i cant really get out
i cant look at someone without analyzing their esr, ct, pfl, fwhr, gonial angle, etc
if i had the funds i would pick up the needle and buy the shit
i cant really ascend and i havent been ascending cuz i dont have access to that atm
so im tryna raise money for test or trenbolone or anything like that, reta too

her: cool
me: fym cool
tren and forget ig

 

[trenghost]

i told her i was thinking of injecting myself with test or trenbolone and stuff to see her reaction

heres how it went:

me: ive been researcrhing peptides and steroids and stuff
im so deep in this lm rabbit hole i cant really get out
i cant look at someone without analyzing their esr, ct, pfl, fwhr, gonial angle, etc
if i had the funds i would pick up the needle and buy the shit
i cant really ascend and i havent been ascending cuz i dont have access to that atm
so im tryna raise money for test or trenbolone or anything like that, reta too

her: cool
me: fym cool
tren and forget ig

yeah she does not gaf im out cuh

 

[cocomangoboom]

shes lesbian
or bi depending on the day but it fluctuates
she changes to bi when theres a guy she likes and if she gets rejected or broken up with shes back to lesbi

Performatively lesbian

 

[cocomangoboom]

i told her i was thinking of injecting myself with test or trenbolone and stuff to see her reaction

heres how it went:

me: ive been researcrhing peptides and steroids and stuff
im so deep in this lm rabbit hole i cant really get out
i cant look at someone without analyzing their esr, ct, pfl, fwhr, gonial angle, etc
if i had the funds i would pick up the needle and buy the shit
i cant really ascend and i havent been ascending cuz i dont have access to that atm
so im tryna raise money for test or trenbolone or anything like that, reta too

her: cool
me: fym cool
tren and forget ig

Reading this gives me second hand embarrassment almost Sorry
yeah just stop responding to her she’s clearly not like
Idk but it doesn’t seem like she wants to be having this conversation im really confused why she would reach out

 

[Luffy]

i told her i was thinking of injecting myself with test or trenbolone and stuff to see her reaction

heres how it went:

me: ive been researcrhing peptides and steroids and stuff
im so deep in this lm rabbit hole i cant really get out
i cant look at someone without analyzing their esr, ct, pfl, fwhr, gonial angle, etc
if i had the funds i would pick up the needle and buy the shit
i cant really ascend and i havent been ascending cuz i dont have access to that atm
so im tryna raise money for test or trenbolone or anything like that, reta too

her: cool
me: fym cool
tren and forget ig

Probably shouldn’t be saying that to a girl you want

 

[trenghost]

Reading this gives me second hand embarrassment almost Sorry
yeah just stop responding to her she’s clearly not like
Idk but it doesn’t seem like she wants to be having this conversation im really confused why she would reach out

i just said that to see her reaction to it
to see if she cares which clerly she doesnt

 

[trenghost]

Probably shouldn’t be saying that to a girl you want

got over her a long time ago i dont even want her no mo

 

[trenghost]

im crying bro she just sent me a long ass 50 paragraph rant about how lesbianphobic is a problem im just gonna dnr bro like genuinely what the fuck