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I believe I self banned 2 months ago around there; TLDR i’m still subhuman and still get no play
Since then, I still haven’t talked to any girls or made any friends at school. I went on several apps like yubo and wizz and got like 5 matches in 24 hours (for those who don’t use it, that’s truecel tier) and girls are just genuienly repulsed by me. I’m a LTN facially and not tall enough at now 6’2 barefoot (got measured again). I don’t really know what to say, I mean my life is just fucking miserable. My grades are good but that’s about it. Nothing in my life is going well, sports don’t hit either I haven’t watched a football or basketball game since like June of 2023 JFL. I said I’d try to make attempts to talk to girls, I tried talking to 3; neither ended we. They just end up making fun of me. Infact today I was near this girl I really like and found attractive, and she kept making these hot cheeto girl sounds. I was washing my hands and she just randomly looked at me and said “uh” and started laughing. Like what the fuck, even my appearance is enough for me to he seen as a joke JFL at my subhuman genetics. As for the 3 girls I talked to, none reciprocated the interest unfortunately and *I believe* they were all single so times 2 on the brutality. I don’t really fucking know tbh, i’m mad bored of life and I don’t look forward to waking up anymore, I just do it. I’m still looksmaxxing and self improving but it won’t do anything to change my God awful tier genetics so yeah that’s basically what has happened since then.
Since then, I still haven’t talked to any girls or made any friends at school. I went on several apps like yubo and wizz and got like 5 matches in 24 hours (for those who don’t use it, that’s truecel tier) and girls are just genuienly repulsed by me. I’m a LTN facially and not tall enough at now 6’2 barefoot (got measured again). I don’t really know what to say, I mean my life is just fucking miserable. My grades are good but that’s about it. Nothing in my life is going well, sports don’t hit either I haven’t watched a football or basketball game since like June of 2023 JFL. I said I’d try to make attempts to talk to girls, I tried talking to 3; neither ended we. They just end up making fun of me. Infact today I was near this girl I really like and found attractive, and she kept making these hot cheeto girl sounds. I was washing my hands and she just randomly looked at me and said “uh” and started laughing. Like what the fuck, even my appearance is enough for me to he seen as a joke JFL at my subhuman genetics. As for the 3 girls I talked to, none reciprocated the interest unfortunately and *I believe* they were all single so times 2 on the brutality. I don’t really fucking know tbh, i’m mad bored of life and I don’t look forward to waking up anymore, I just do it. I’m still looksmaxxing and self improving but it won’t do anything to change my God awful tier genetics so yeah that’s basically what has happened since then.