brutal signs that its over for me

[AscensionOnly]

>everything around me is a simulation, me typing on this metallic keyboard, connecting to u guys feels unreal, completely fake, made up, its not real at all.
>time feels like an illusion. what is time anyway? is it slower for you guys or fast for me? is it numbers on the screen
>my presence is a mere illusion, i am not present at all. what is it in my brain that is feeding me the concious input to type this goylsop in here, what certain desires are coming into play which are making me type these words, what does it all mean

 

[BigDihDiddy]

What nofap does to a mf

 

[AscensionOnly]

What nofap does to a mf

caffeine probably and then nic on top of that

 

[AscensionOnly]

i am lowk drugged rn, the caffeine + nic combo is hitting
or is it reality
i dont fucking know

 

[AscensionOnly]

guys dont do this combo unless u want to be a bum like me doing a bunch of nothing

 

[AscensionOnly]

the shit which i said is exactly the type of shit which these spirutal guru mfer's

THEY ARE ALL DRUGGED, like i am

i am just spitting time, energy and saying all of these spiritual words, it just all makes sense when ur drugged

its an out of the world experience, am i high on caff and nic?