About 2 years ago, when I was 15-16, I had a crush on this girl from my class. She was a chubby mltb-hltb.
Our school had a policy where your friend group could “own” any classroom during big breaks, which means that no student that wasn’t a part of that friend group was allowed to enter the classroom, unless he obviously needed it for actual school typa reasons.
It was the second last year of hs but Ive only moved to the town about 6 months ago from this event, and because everybody had their circles formed and I was giga high inhib I was pretty much an outcast with no friends. I was also lltn, chubby and had gigarecessed chin (I was jutting which made me look like a primal monkey). I wasn’t bullied or anything like that, but I never had a chance of having real friends.
Anyways, there was this one legit autistic, typical reddit mod kinda guy that was laughed on and shi. He always tried to hang out with me and one time he told me that we should chill in room number 45. I wasn’t too excited about it but had genuinely nothing else to do so I just agreed to do it.
So I came into that room at the start of the break, sat there for like 10 min waiting for him. The room was kinda comfy but also looked legit abandoned. Then suddenly the door opened, my crush with her friendgroup walked in and she looked at me like I was about to fucking r**e her. They quickly walked out and called a teacher to tell me to leave. The teacher was nice to me and everything, but it was so brutal walking out and looking at their disgusted faces. Ive never had talked to any of them before, they could have just fucking asked me to leave themselves (which is what would happen in any other similar scenario). I legit wanted to fucking rope that day.
Btw my retarded autistic “friend” legit didn’t know about any of this, he just accidentally told me a wrong classroom number. r****d
Our school had a policy where your friend group could “own” any classroom during big breaks, which means that no student that wasn’t a part of that friend group was allowed to enter the classroom, unless he obviously needed it for actual school typa reasons.
It was the second last year of hs but Ive only moved to the town about 6 months ago from this event, and because everybody had their circles formed and I was giga high inhib I was pretty much an outcast with no friends. I was also lltn, chubby and had gigarecessed chin (I was jutting which made me look like a primal monkey). I wasn’t bullied or anything like that, but I never had a chance of having real friends.
Anyways, there was this one legit autistic, typical reddit mod kinda guy that was laughed on and shi. He always tried to hang out with me and one time he told me that we should chill in room number 45. I wasn’t too excited about it but had genuinely nothing else to do so I just agreed to do it.
So I came into that room at the start of the break, sat there for like 10 min waiting for him. The room was kinda comfy but also looked legit abandoned. Then suddenly the door opened, my crush with her friendgroup walked in and she looked at me like I was about to fucking r**e her. They quickly walked out and called a teacher to tell me to leave. The teacher was nice to me and everything, but it was so brutal walking out and looking at their disgusted faces. Ive never had talked to any of them before, they could have just fucking asked me to leave themselves (which is what would happen in any other similar scenario). I legit wanted to fucking rope that day.
Btw my retarded autistic “friend” legit didn’t know about any of this, he just accidentally told me a wrong classroom number. r****d
