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foid ramblings part 3:
like most of you guys know I lost weight like a LOT of weight and obviously people are going to notice that
but it's so fucking annoying when your own FAMILY is commenting on it, like around august they were talking about how chubby I was and how I'm always eating but now I'm too skinny for you guys?? literally today I was in the kitchen to grab a bowl of fruit, my grandfather and grandmother were in there too. My grandfather stares at me and asks "Nomi did people bully you for being fat? you're so skinny now" then my grandmother started talking about my legs and blah blah blah
holy shit what do they expect from me when I gain weight I'm too "fat" but when I lose weight i'm too "skinny"
but last year when I was 90 POUNDS no one wanted to say anything about it I never got help at the time and you guys wait until NOW to start commenting on my weight
I don't understand my family
even my mom makes comments and she asks me if I started throwing up again, like no..?
my friends are the same way they're always commenting on my body
like shut up, genuinely shut up.
I hate when people bring up my weight because it's something i've always struggled with like no matter what number I see on the scale it still makes me feel ugly
currently i'm 105lbs and idk how to feel abt myself anymore

like most of you guys know I lost weight like a LOT of weight and obviously people are going to notice that
but it's so fucking annoying when your own FAMILY is commenting on it, like around august they were talking about how chubby I was and how I'm always eating but now I'm too skinny for you guys?? literally today I was in the kitchen to grab a bowl of fruit, my grandfather and grandmother were in there too. My grandfather stares at me and asks "Nomi did people bully you for being fat? you're so skinny now" then my grandmother started talking about my legs and blah blah blah
holy shit what do they expect from me when I gain weight I'm too "fat" but when I lose weight i'm too "skinny"
but last year when I was 90 POUNDS no one wanted to say anything about it I never got help at the time and you guys wait until NOW to start commenting on my weight
I don't understand my family
even my mom makes comments and she asks me if I started throwing up again, like no..?
my friends are the same way they're always commenting on my body
like shut up, genuinely shut up.
I hate when people bring up my weight because it's something i've always struggled with like no matter what number I see on the scale it still makes me feel ugly
currently i'm 105lbs and idk how to feel abt myself anymore