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It has been a long while since I have been outside. Mostly it was to visit my elders. Yet I must say, it is strange watching everyone be. All of them in their own lives, all of them with their own twisted version of purpose and meaning. Such a simple nature that they cannot and refuse to understand, for the better and for the worse at once. Yet I remember how I was like a year ago, how different I was. I grew patient and stronger, more ready. Why feed into emotions that have no right? That is what you men must ask yourself, since you know what I am mentioning.
Yet I must confess. Just for a moment, just for a few minutes I felt unsure; almost alive even if what I felt was not a good feeling. I do not know what it is, yet it is gone for good. Hate, a great power with the most expensive fuel needed to keep it going, once you run out; it will never burn as bright unless if you give up more to it. Which I have a lot in the past, now that is the past not the now. Or the future. Humanimal kind, truly interesting to watch.
Yet I must confess. Just for a moment, just for a few minutes I felt unsure; almost alive even if what I felt was not a good feeling. I do not know what it is, yet it is gone for good. Hate, a great power with the most expensive fuel needed to keep it going, once you run out; it will never burn as bright unless if you give up more to it. Which I have a lot in the past, now that is the past not the now. Or the future. Humanimal kind, truly interesting to watch.
