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summer barely began and its already over just in about 2 weeks. i genuinely look 30 despite being in high school. i have wrinkles and crows feet. i even told people here i graduated like i thought it would somehow make school never come back. im so delusional. i dont see what is real and what isnt because i get lost in day dreams and in my head. the reality is im alone and literally nothing is going on in my life. i keep perceiving things as real when they arent.
every person there also hates me cause im ugly i can tell. every person i see there mogs me to hell or is some corny redditor i dont want to associate with. people kissing in the hallways in your way and they wont move. itll all come back. another 10 months of shirt pulling and overthinking everything i do so i dont look dumb but looking dumb anyways. people making fun of how fat and ugly i am. the complete lack of freedom. the people are the worst part, if you can consider them people. they are more like pests like rats, ants, flies, or roaches. each one of them acts like one of those pests.
every person there also hates me cause im ugly i can tell. every person i see there mogs me to hell or is some corny redditor i dont want to associate with. people kissing in the hallways in your way and they wont move. itll all come back. another 10 months of shirt pulling and overthinking everything i do so i dont look dumb but looking dumb anyways. people making fun of how fat and ugly i am. the complete lack of freedom. the people are the worst part, if you can consider them people. they are more like pests like rats, ants, flies, or roaches. each one of them acts like one of those pests.
