PlayboyDex
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i lived a life of being a subhuman for years but I managed to become human in 2023,
I did not have that much of a frame of reference on how women treated me beforehand because truthfully, i did not talk to women outside of school projects for almost 3 years straight (besides a month or two of getting curved during my freshman highschool days).
So when i finally started talking to girls, that general range of treatment was what i was used to.
I would have girls replay my snaps, save them in chat, double text me, triple text me, compliment my looks, approach ME for my snap.
Now, its been a year and 3 months since a girl last asked for my snap, a year and 4 months since a girl last complimented my looks, a year and 4 months since a girl last saved or replayed a snap of me in chat, and a long time since a girl last double texted me due to extreme interest in me.
Just recently, i have added some girls on snap, and out of the ones who do add me back, they straight up just leave me on deleireved forever.
This would not happen nearly as much back then or at least that i could remmeber.
Heres a brutal example that just transpired 2 days ago, a girl i added on snap, had snapped me back and her snapscore only went up by 2, after this, she NEVER SNAPPED ME AGAIN.
Im on deleivered for over a DAY
This is the 2nd time now that a girl initially added me back, snapped me and then imeditatly stopped snapping me back after seeing how I looked.
Its just demoralizing, and a messed up feeling i have.
Im also mentally messed up, so when a girl has showed interest in me, at this pure subhuman form, its a HUGE redflag to me
Cuz if you show interest in me and i look like this, you are just a whore in my opinion, why would you let a guy like me who is currently subhuman be with you?
If the threshold is that low , its just sad.
Theres a girl like that that I was recently with, it honestly hurts me to know that realistically, she settled for some subhuman.
I hate it tbh, its kind of dammed if they do, dammed if they dont situation, if they show no interest, i can assume the obvious and then not give them the time of day,
if they do show me interest, i get hyper skeptical because i know where i stand on the looks threshold clearly based on my treatment alone.
Subhumanity
i lived a life of being a subhuman for years but I managed to become human in 2023,
I did not have that much of a frame of reference on how women treated me beforehand because truthfully, i did not talk to women outside of school projects for almost 3 years straight (besides a month or two of getting curved during my freshman highschool days).
So when i finally started talking to girls, that general range of treatment was what i was used to.
I would have girls replay my snaps, save them in chat, double text me, triple text me, compliment my looks, approach ME for my snap.
Now, its been a year and 3 months since a girl last asked for my snap, a year and 4 months since a girl last complimented my looks, a year and 4 months since a girl last saved or replayed a snap of me in chat, and a long time since a girl last double texted me due to extreme interest in me.
Just recently, i have added some girls on snap, and out of the ones who do add me back, they straight up just leave me on deleireved forever.
This would not happen nearly as much back then or at least that i could remmeber.
Heres a brutal example that just transpired 2 days ago, a girl i added on snap, had snapped me back and her snapscore only went up by 2, after this, she NEVER SNAPPED ME AGAIN.
Im on deleivered for over a DAY
This is the 2nd time now that a girl initially added me back, snapped me and then imeditatly stopped snapping me back after seeing how I looked.
Its just demoralizing, and a messed up feeling i have.
Im also mentally messed up, so when a girl has showed interest in me, at this pure subhuman form, its a HUGE redflag to me
Cuz if you show interest in me and i look like this, you are just a whore in my opinion, why would you let a guy like me who is currently subhuman be with you?
If the threshold is that low , its just sad.
Theres a girl like that that I was recently with, it honestly hurts me to know that realistically, she settled for some subhuman.
I hate it tbh, its kind of dammed if they do, dammed if they dont situation, if they show no interest, i can assume the obvious and then not give them the time of day,
if they do show me interest, i get hyper skeptical because i know where i stand on the looks threshold clearly based on my treatment alone.
Subhumanity
