dnr rant

[foidslayer22]

life just isn't worth it anymore i have no one nothing and no future. ever since i was a kid I'd go to school everyday to sit alone eat alone watch everyone be happy with their friends then get bullied and turned into the laughingstock of the school. not even my parents love me because of how much of a failure i am. i always try my best i swear i do but im always ignored dismissed as if im just unlovable disposable trash. it's what got me into bp i thought if i looked better people would like me but the only difference is that I've become so ugly all i have is looks im probably gonna rope soon i just cant handle this anymore especially seeing how easily replaceable i am how worthless i am i hate myself I've always hated myself but i buried it under a false cover of ego and narcissism. i just wish i could be loved why does it have to be me that's experiencing this why. here i am in the worst mental state of my life after maybe the only relative that cared about me passed away I don't know what to do anymore i hate being human i hate emotions i hate everything no one even asks about how i am im js always there for people but no one is there for me they all come to dump their plate not knowing mine is full

 

[Night]

I don't know what to do anymore

 

[emeraldpill]

life just isn't worth it anymore i have no one

 

[zygosmasher]

dnr

 

[lavomgsuper]

life just isn't worth it anymore i have no one nothing and no future. ever since i was a kid I'd go to school everyday to sit alone eat alone watch everyone be happy with their friends then get bullied and turned into the laughingstock of the school. not even my parents love me because of how much of a failure i am. i always try my best i swear i do but im always ignored dismissed as if im just unlovable disposable trash. it's what got me into bp i thought if i looked better people would like me but the only difference is that I've become so ugly all i have is looks im probably gonna rope soon i just cant handle this anymore especially seeing how easily replaceable i am how worthless i am i hate myself I've always hated myself but i buried it under a false cover of ego and narcissism. i just wish i could be loved why does it have to be me that's experiencing this why. here i am in the worst mental state of my life after maybe the only relative that cared about me passed away I don't know what to do anymore i hate being human i hate emotions i hate everything no one even asks about how i am im js always there for people but no one is there for me they all come to dump their plate not knowing mine is full

babe if no one cares about you then get so fucking rich that they have no choice other than to care and at that point just repay everything that they ever done to you. why be sad when you can be angry and drive that anger into revenge not phyisical but into getting money, if you cant make people care about you then make them.

 

[aspiringd0ll]

life just isn't worth it anymore i have no one nothing and no future. ever since i was a kid I'd go to school everyday to sit alone eat alone watch everyone be happy with their friends then get bullied and turned into the laughingstock of the school. not even my parents love me because of how much of a failure i am. i always try my best i swear i do but im always ignored dismissed as if im just unlovable disposable trash. it's what got me into bp i thought if i looked better people would like me but the only difference is that I've become so ugly all i have is looks im probably gonna rope soon i just cant handle this anymore especially seeing how easily replaceable i am how worthless i am i hate myself I've always hated myself but i buried it under a false cover of ego and narcissism. i just wish i could be loved why does it have to be me that's experiencing this why. here i am in the worst mental state of my life after maybe the only relative that cared about me passed away I don't know what to do anymore i hate being human i hate emotions i hate everything no one even asks about how i am im js always there for people but no one is there for me they all come to dump their plate not knowing mine is full

I'm sorry for everything that happened to u. One day you'll find the love u deserve in the right place, but don't kill yourself over it, it's not worth it and you'll see better days. I hope u feel better by now but if u wanna talk about this in pm I'm listening to u

 

[kimothy]

how old are you