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ok be honest please im so fucking stressed
my WHOLE family knows im autistic like disgnosed and shit
they know and have been told i cannot handle loud noises
they spend ALL DAY shouting in my ear and just making noises and slapping me and shit and i dont say anything about it
but if i try to go away from it, it follows me or my dad makes me sit around it
like if they are all making noise downstairs just fucking shouting for no reason, and i sit outside, my dad makes me sit inside with them
i cant go out to get away from it
i cant go in the shower without permisson
i cant be alone ever i feel like im gonna cry
idk only genuine autists know this feelijgnbut its fucking hell like the highest form of stress and i cant escape it idk what to so
my WHOLE family knows im autistic like disgnosed and shit
they know and have been told i cannot handle loud noises
they spend ALL DAY shouting in my ear and just making noises and slapping me and shit and i dont say anything about it
but if i try to go away from it, it follows me or my dad makes me sit around it
like if they are all making noise downstairs just fucking shouting for no reason, and i sit outside, my dad makes me sit inside with them
i cant go out to get away from it
i cant go in the shower without permisson
i cant be alone ever i feel like im gonna cry
idk only genuine autists know this feelijgnbut its fucking hell like the highest form of stress and i cant escape it idk what to so