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Oh I love exploring caves as well.
even tho im not Catholic i will pray for you so you can hopefully get that ray of hope that you so urgently needi’ve been praying a lot and i haven’t gotten a call back lol
thank you bro i appreciate it im gonna try and figure out smth to get some quick dopamine bc im losing it
Try to spend as much time outside surrounded with nature as you possibly can,also try watching some films that'll make you appreciate life at least a little bit more.
Maybe put down the phone for a second
I don't know enough about your situation to comment, but as someone with shitty family life myself I've always considered the fact that it's a situation that you can leave eventually comforting. Of course it's bad now but perhaps one day you'll have an amazing life, and you haven't even begun to live that part of your life away from your family and all the bullshit yet. Give yourself a chance atleast.
i’ve tried therapy and it doesn’t really work to well yk
Skill issue
You're a f****t
Tell me it isn’t
It's not. You're a f****t for even saying that in this thread
I don’t feel like getting in to this right now but just know I disagree
if you really think with all your heart that there will never be another good day in your life then go ahead, but I can promise you that there is going to be at LEAST one good day left in your life and that's at least. Think of who you're leaving behind and what it'll do to them I know you don't want that
no good movies are coming out tho
im sure there will be one good day hell every day could be good but it’ll all be dull to me at this point
then at the very least keep living for your family think about how much its gonna mess up your little brother if you opt out he doesn't deserve that
that’s why im giving him stuff to remember me by i don’t think he’ll be that broken up im pretty sure my family alr knows im dead ive attempted more times then i remember
come on man dont think like that your family definitely loves you more than you think and they probably don't think that
i know they love me i don’t think they’d speak to me if they didn’t but i know they already know it’s a matter of time it’s the same reason im not even allowed to have my meds rn
look, I have a pretty good idea on how youre feeling right now. eat some food and listen to some happy music and go for a walk if you can and whenever night is for you get a good nights sleep and see how you feel in the morning. Maybe get off the internet for a while and spend some time with family and friends if you can
i’ve been hanging out with my friends all day im playing some games with them rn i would listen to music but im calling them i feel completely at peace with the world, you know that weird feeling where the power goes out in a summer storm and it goes completely quiet like quieter then silence, i feel like that but with my entire life and mood
well im glad that youre happy right now, keep finding reason every day to keep on keeping on. Make it to your birthday and then make it to the next one, you have a life ahead of you don't give up yet
i actually read it.
dude don't do it, you mean a lot to me. I haven't even known you for that long but you seem like an amazing guy, this is a horrible idea that will only cause pain for those around you, please reconsider
I know i know but i think ive given life a pretty good shot so far and i haven’t found anything yet that brings me joy i dont wanna wait for years on a whim i could be wrong but does anyone here have a joy like that?
i know it’ll cause pain im trying to set things up to blunt it for others
aye birthday twin almost ouuu shii
im trying my hardest bro but making it to 16 was my goal i shouldn’t even be alive rn
nothing blunts that pain man, it's going to last a long time no matter what
The reason you’re still alive is because you’re meant to be. If you truly wanted to rope, it would’ve happened by now. Just remember that. You’re not roping because you know your destiny is far greater than a gravestone with your name on it. Keep on going kittysaar I love you
i know i just wanna do the most i can for them bc i know how selfish it’s gonna be yk but ill make sure it wont as bad as it could’ve
i tried to commit suicide 5 times in my life with the most recent one being a little over a month and a half ago that’s why i can’t check my meds and how many i have bc even the ibuprofen is locked up rn i promise you i do more than anything i just wanna make sure that my family has a chance to remember me well before i go because i don’t think ill ever stop feeling like this ever i have felt like this for 16 years and it keeps being a game of moving the goalpost so i stay alive and im exhausted of getting r***d and humiliated of having to take care of everyone having to cover rent and lie to keep people’s reputations of having to do everything i can to handle stuff i just want things to be different but if this is how it is when im still a kid i dont wanna be an adult i appreciate all of your guys help and concern and stuff but im already dead its just a matter of timing i dont understand what i did yall im still a kid and i dont wanna die but its the only way to save me from my lifeThe reason you’re still alive is because you’re meant to be. If you truly wanted to rope, it would’ve happened by now. Just remember that. You’re not roping because you know your destiny is far greater than a gravestone with your name on it. Keep on going kittysaar I love you
I’m gonna be honest man, the only person who can dig yourself out of this hole is yourself. I trust that you’ll be strong and courageous enough to do so
there has to be another way man, check yourself in someplace until you feel more stable? there are always alternatives I know there must be something else you can do
i feel like i lived by the words “grief never gets smaller, you just get bigger” but i couldn’t grow fast enough for all this im ngl ive been praying i can live or find something to live for and i have nothing and im so lonely my only friends im still close with are my mom and my dog and my mom literally forgot when my birthday was due to her MS and if my dogs leg gets worse we’re gonna have to put her down I used to be close with my aunt and i would talk abt this stuff with her but she got murdered so it’s not like i can talk to her anymore i was really close with my ex and we would talk about this stuff and then one day i woke up and got a breakup message and was blocked on everything i just don’t have anyone to share anything with im so lonely and i know im dying im gonna die soon and i pray i don’t but i know that ill find more happiness and a path from my grief when im bleeding out again
i’m not gonna check myself in anywhere ill die by any means necessary before they bring me back in there
idk what the experience is like in there so I won't say much about that, but I will be praying for a miracle for you
i mean last time i was in one i didn’t have the greatest time lol
I see
if you die you'll never know. it very well could get a fuckton better
the only hope i have is somehow by the grace of god ascending and finally have someone listen to me or care about me irl yk, im so tired of being alone
i was pretty alone at 16 too, but only a year later at 17 ive got friends, i would never have even met them if i roped at 16. remember, most lifelong friends are made after highschool
i was planning on joining the army but i learned im medically exempt due to my past suicide attempts and i wanna go to the university of chicago to study nuclear/particle physics but my family can barely afford rent i got my gpa up from a 0.3 to a 3.6 this year but i didnt study like an idiot and only got a 1200 on my sat and im too poor to be able to pay for a retest so those dreams might be fucked bc my junior is over at the end of may i just don’t know what im gonna even do with my life atp
life isn't cool because you know exactly what path you can get, its cool cus you have so insanely many options. you can pick something to do now and then abandon it 10 years later, and still have 30 years to do that second thing.
i just don’t know if i wanna do anything anymore
then do nothing for a while, bumming around doing nothing is still a superior experience to not being able to do ANYTHING