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drinking descended me by a bit

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Devious_Egg said:
holy shit i need to fucking stop ive been drinking everyday didnt realises i look like i havent slept in 50 days

partially because of insomnia but idfk
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descended my dih by bonesmashing it for 300+ days straight fuck
 
Devious_Egg said:
i lied, it feels aweful, i hate feeling dizzy and out of control
but its better then thinking
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So true, chasing that high of not having to deal with your own thoughts for a bit.

Even if the mechanisms is beyond healthy I feel like people who really go through it just stops caring about that, it’s either being somewhat healthy but still having to deal with your mental state alone or trading your health for a couple hours being freed.
 
lazerdim said:
So true, chasing that high of not having to deal with your own thoughts for a bit.

Even if the mechanisms is beyond healthy I feel like people who really go through it just stops caring about that, it’s either being somewhat healthy but still having to deal with your mental state alone or trading your health for a couple hours being freed.
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yeah it feels so good to finally think what you want think and not what my damaged brain force me to

i feel like i wont live to the point it will catch up to me
why would i need to be healthy at like 60
id be dead by then anyway
 
Devious_Egg said:
yeah it feels so good to finally think what you want think and not what my damaged brain force me to

i feel like i wont live to the point it will catch up to me
why would i need to be healthy at like 60
id be dead by then anyway
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I feel you.
I’ve reached the point where I genuinely don’t care about when my time comes, the majority do everything they can to live as long as possible meanwhile I just feel like if I’d be dead next week it would be fine since what can you do about it, you can’t regret it or even feel the emotion of regret when you’re gone.
 
lazerdim said:
I feel you.
I’ve reached the point where I genuinely don’t care about when my time comes, the majority do everything they can to live as long as possible meanwhile I just feel like if I’d be dead next week it would be fine since what can you do about it, you can’t regret it or even feel the emotion of regret when you’re gone.
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yeah very true idgaf about when its just how, i want to control how i die, id rather suicide then like age and die with no control
 
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