Everyone around me either one forums, or in real life. just discard me. Everytime I go out of my way for somebody, they talk shit abt me. Everytime I try to be nice they are just not their for me. I havent even seen anyone that i used to call "friends" since last year, atleast not the same as it was back then when they didnt make fun of me for everything i did. I used to do sports every single day now im ldaring in my room thinking back to when i had them. Everytime I see them now they make jokes at my expense. I hated school everybody just talked behind my back. When i thought i found a place on a forum ppl just destroyed my confidence.