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Ever since I joined and got interested in looksmaxxing, I just started noticing and thinking a lot about the stuff people spew here, while this hasn't DIRECTLY affected my life, it has indirectly just made me talk less, more insecure and just less confident, I used to be always up to date with my texts, friend GC and always active with my friends, and even used to be decently liked by most people and just a normie who's a lil weird, but now this shit has been drilled into my brain that I'm just insecure about shit I never used to be and just less talkative, I just consume myself on tiktok and do nothing most of the time, it's currently holidays for me and usually I would play with my friends video games all day and night but idk this time I've just been doing some minor productive work and just bed rotting on tiktok. Even before I used be the shortest in my grade but it genuinely never affected me but now I let it affect me even tho I'm taller than like 30% of my class, I let minor inconveniences ruin my day it just feels like an escapeable negative feedback loop. Lowk this all my fault and this all very preventable but at least I care more about my family now and I'm actually bettering my self and trying to improve. This probably just a phase so I look forward to better days.