Serious Every single day I feel like this

[iletheile]

I constantly overthinking about everything and sometimes even come to conclusions so weird like once I was convinced my mum had a gun in her backpack and was going to shoot me if I didn't throw myself out of the car , I constantly connect dots to things why and how they happened and assume what people think about me and what they're gonna do and acc 80% of times I'm right with that but it kills me i can't get these thoughts out of my head like even extremely irrational thoughts until I smoke weed or I get drunk , or I stay up really late? I feel very lucid at 5am

 

[junebug]

I constantly overthinking about everything and sometimes even come to conclusions so weird like once I was convinced my mum had a gun in her backpack and was going to shoot me if I didn't throw myself out of the car , I constantly connect dots to things why and how they happened and assume what people think about me and what they're gonna do and acc 80% of times I'm right with that but it kills me i can't get these thoughts out of my head like even extremely irrational thoughts until I smoke weed or I get drunk , or I stay up really late? I feel very lucid at 5amView attachment 412735

OCD?

 

[iletheile]

OCD?

I don't know many people around me suspect I have it but I'm unsure

 

[iletheile]

I don't know many people around me suspect I have it but I'm unsure

And I don't want to autoconvince myself I have it

 

[junebug]

I don't know many people around me suspect I have it but I'm unsure

Could be worth checking out. Especially if you're having a disrupted lifestyle

 

[iletheile]

Could be worth checking out. Especially if you're having a disrupted lifestyle

I wish I could but my mum won't allow me to get assesed what does disrupted lifestyle mean

 

[junebug]

what does disrupted lifestyle mean

you're not living like a normal person, staying up late and doing substances to feel "normal"

 

[iletheile]

you're not living like a normal person, staying up late and doing substances to feel "normal"

Ohhhh yeah makes sense now

 

[Dearpleasehelpme]

I constantly overthinking about everything and sometimes even come to conclusions so weird like once I was convinced my mum had a gun in her backpack and was going to shoot me if I didn't throw myself out of the car , I constantly connect dots to things why and how they happened and assume what people think about me and what they're gonna do and acc 80% of times I'm right with that but it kills me i can't get these thoughts out of my head like even extremely irrational thoughts until I smoke weed or I get drunk , or I stay up really late? I feel very lucid at 5amView attachment 412735

The lightning is making the frogs gay

 

[Recai]

you must punish them to purify yourself

 

[iletheile]

you must punish them to purify yourself

Punish who

 

[iletheile]

The lightning is making the frogs gay

Fuckk nooo the frogs or yes

 

[Recai]

Punish who

the ones close to you you must bring justice

 

[iletheile]

the ones close to you you must bring justice

Mayb